closer ; jikook

04.

unedited. pardon me.

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"let's go to my place. this weekend."

"w-what?" jimin asks, unbelievably.

"yeah, i'm serious though." he says as he throws his arm around his lover's shoulder. "we could spend the night together. you know..sex." he continues with a smirk.

"kai.. i would love to but-" he gets cut off as the other turns him so they faced eachother.

"but, what? don't tell me you're not ready or someshit. i've waited long enough, i didn't even have sex these days for you. now you want me to wait longer? don't act like you're a virgin," he laughs. "i know you're not. your fine ass has take lots of dicks in already, isn't it? so, mine won't be any problem for you to swallow." he grabs jimin's ass cheek, making jimin gasped blushing. "or is it because you have other plans with your freak-friend?" he asks, raising his eyebrows.

jimin's heart sunk deeply as he heard his lover's words about his virginity. it hurts him so much. he actually has another plan, to made an apology to jungkook and maybe, hang out a little bit since they haven't hang out together since forever.

but he can't push this opportunity away just like that. he's been dreaming about getting real with kai since he admired him for the first time. jimin gets nervous every time kai asked to have sex with him. yes, the truth is he's not ready yet. he loves kai but he needs time too to get ready. but kai seems to push him lately and touches him wherever and whenever he wants. it's not that jimin hates his touches but he feels uneasy for some reasons. 

also, he can't admit that he's actually a virgin. he doesn't want kai to think that he's not cool or anything just because of this. of course, he wants to impress him.

"y-yeah. o-of course, i'm not.. a virgin." he lied. "and sure, i'll come to your place since i really have nothing to do this weekend." he states another lie. he quickly looks down to the ground.

"great then." kai grins and pulls jimin closer to him.

"kai!"

they both look foward to see jackson, who's heading towards both of them.

"oh! hi jimin." jackson greets jimin with a goofy smile. jimin just smiles and bows his head slightly in return.

"what's up?" kai asks to his best friend, still wrapping an arm around jimin's shoulder.

"oh yeah, it's about this weekend. are you still joining us?"

"of course i am, but i might be a little late. right?" he says and squeezes jimin's shoulder gently while winking to his lover, making jimin blushed slightly.

"i thought you wouldn't do it with a virgi-" he quickly cuts his words, fake coughing and eyeing to jimin.

kai bursts his laughter and taps jackson on his shoulder. "are you kidding? you know, that i would never fuck a virgin. god, please."

jimin feels stabbed by the statement. "and jimin. he's not a virgin, anyways." he says and keeps walking, tossing his friend away from their way.

jackson's eyes widen looking at jimin. his face shows, more like, 'whoa, really?' kind of expression. jimin just bites his lowerlip, looking on the ground.

"oh yeah, dude. don't forget to bring my stuff." kai orders, loud enough for his best friend to hear.

feeling extremely down. hell is getting real. jimin went silent, literally. it's not that he always talkative with his boyfriend but, he was just going silent all of the sudden. mumbling alone,