(Louis's POV)
"LOUIS TIME TO WAKE UP!" my mum yells from somewhere in the house.
Why do i have to get up? School is just hell for me anyways. I get up and start to walk over to the bathroom to take a shower when i notice Lottie walk out her bedroom. She looks at me then looks over to the bathroom, then back to me. Before I can even do anything she's running to the bathroom and slams and locks the door. I rush over to the door and start to bang on it.
"LOTTIE, YOU HAD IT FIRST YESTURDAY!" I screamed.
"Well thats to bad. It's not my fault you're so slow." She says with almost a giggle in her voice.
I hear the shower turn on, i sigh and slowly walk back to my room. This is why i hate living with all girls. They always spend to much time in the bathroom and i never get to use it.
Once all the girls are done taking their showers I'm finally able to take mine. I walk into the bathroom, turn on the water and it's freezing cold. It heats up and the burning water is stinging my skin, but i could care less.
I finish my shower and i throw some clothes on. I fix my hair to be somewhat good-looking, no matter what i still look like crap. I have dark circles under my eyes and i look so pale. Anyone could tell i havent slept well for weeks.
My mom gave me a ride to school. I wave bye as i walk into the hell whole I call school. I walk down the hall towards Liam's locker.
Liam has been my bestfriend for two years now. He understands what im going through because he's sorta going through the same thing. I dont know how he does it, but he can get beat up one day and come the next day with a smile on his face. Thats one thing i hate about him, he always sees the light in the darkest places.
Right when I'm about to reach him, I get pushed up against the wall and i wince in pain and stare up to see the one and only Nick. Nick grimshaw hates Liam and I for some reason unknown to me. He just always has. I look over to Liam and he's just staring at me with a scared look in his eyes. I know he won't stand up for me because he is way to scared to, and I don't blame him, Nick is extremely buff and he could easly take us both on.
I turn my focus back to Nick and I notice a sly smirk on his face. God, I hate him!
"What the hell you looking at!?" Nick says while pushing me harder into the wall.
I look down and stare at the ground below me. I'm use to this by now. Nick always picks on me and I hate that I can't do anything about it. I'm to weak to fight back.
"Nick, leave louis alone!" a deep voice says. I quickly look up to see Mr. Cowell standing in the hallway, arms crossed and tapping his foot.
Nick looks over and sighs. He looks at me and pushes me once more but with more force before letting me go. I fall over while he's walking aways and I see Liam rush towards me.
" Oh my god, I'm so sorry I should of done someth-"
"Liam its fine, I understand, he's a prick" I say as I cutting him off. " Let's just get to class, okay?"
We get up and start walking to class.
I'm lucky that Liam has most classes with me because he's my only real friend. The only class we don't have together is math, which would be fine because I love math, but Nicks in my math class and all he does is torment me throughout the class.
School goes by fast and before I know it I'm walking home. I would get a ride, but my mum doesn't get off work till around 11.
I walk into my house and hear yelling in the other room. Lottie and Fizzy are fighting over who gets the last pizza slice. I walk into the kitchen, fizzy looks at me and smiles.
" Lou, can you tell Lottie that I get the last slice?" Fizzy says with a pout in her voice.
I sigh as I walk over to the counter where they are at. I look at them both and I reach for the pizza slice and take a huge bit off it. I have a big cheeky grin on my face as I see them both frown.
"Hey!" Fizzy and Lottie say at the same time.
I just shrug and walk upstairs. Once I get to my room I throw my bag down in the corner and plop on my bed with a big "oompf". I turn on my back and stare at my wall. As I'm about to close my eyes I hear the doorbell ring. I think to myself that Lottie or Fizzy could get it. I hear the door open as Lottie screams for me.
"Lou, your friends at the door!"
Liams here? Oh cool!
"Just send him up!" I scream back to Lottie.
I hear footsteps walking up the stares and door open wide. I smile when Liam walks in with something in his hands.
"Hey louis, I brought Black ops, wanna play?" Liam says with a grin on his face.
"Sure. Put it in and go grab the controller from the side table." I say while pointing towards the table.
Liam walks over to the table and before he opens drawer he sees something on the top of the table. He slowly picks it up and I now see what he's staring at. I turn pale and I sigh. Liam turns to me with a hurt expresstion on his face. Now I feel guilty because I promissed him that I would stop.
"Why do you still have this? You said you stopped! You said you threw them away! Are you- are you cutting again?"
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Remember Me
Fanfiction"Nothing's gonna change anything if I go." That's exactly what Louis was thinking when he was heading to the hospital to volunteer. His mum suggested going someplace or doing something to take his mind off of his worries, especially his deep depres...
