Dont Go

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I wake up to a message from Connor. I turn over trying not to wake Jc up and unlocked my phone, "I'm sorry Sam I know you don't want us to leave but we have been planing this for awhile" I lock my phone and put it back on the nightstand. I rolled out of bed and walked downstairs, I wasn't really hungry so I just watched some tv. I heard Jc walk down the stairs. "hey" I said looking at the tv "hey how are you doing" he asked, then came over and sat with me. "fine" I said, then got up and walked into the kitchen. "why are you mad at me I'm not leaving you" Jc said. I turned around almost in tears "are you kidding, did you really just say that" I said and run up

I get another text from Connor "please text me I need to know if your ok" once I see the message I start to cry. I hear Jc coming up stairs I turn away from the door so he doesn't know I'm I was crying. "Babe please forgive me I didn't mean it" he said, as he came and sits on the bed. "I don't know if I can take this anymore I love Jc I really do but I just need a break" I said and walked out of the room I grabbed my car keys and left for a drive.

Once I got in the car I felt free, that no one can hurt me. I drove to the beach and ran into Kerry. I haven't seen or heard from her since school, I walked up to her "hey Kerry" I yelled she turned around. "omg Sam" she walked up to me, she gave me a hug and we talked for a bit. "So how are you and Jc doing" she asked, "we are fine, we have our ups and downs but were good" I said rubbing my eyes "how about you and and football guy from prom, do u still talk to him" I asked. "yah he's over there and his name is Tyler" she said and pointed to him. I waved to him and he waved back, from a corner of my eye I saw Connor and Haylie "we'll it was nice talking to you but I have to go" I said and started to walk away. "text me" she yelled and I smiled back.

I walked up to Connor and hugged him "I'm sorry Connor I just want you to be happy" I said and let go from the hug. "No I'm sorry I shouldn't leave you" he said holding on to my shoulders. "no your leaving and I'm not stoping you" I said and walked away. I got into my car and looked back at Connor and Haylie.

I drove home and got out of the car, I walked up the the door. I opened it, I walked into the living room and saw a girl. "um who are you" I asked and crossed my arms "I'm Jenn McAllister" the girl on the couch said. Jc walks into the room and we both stair at him "um Jc who's this" I ask while I give him the death stair "this is Jenn she is one of my best friends" he said and I turned around and ran upstairs before I walked in the room I heard them talking "sorry about her" Jc said and chuckled "yah she seems like she's damaged" I hired her say "yah kinda" Jc said.

I ran into the bathroom and locked the door. as I shut the door I press my back against it and slid down. I stood up and looked in the mirror. The song Breathe me by sia played over and over again in my head, I looked at my self for a moment. I put my hair up because I feel like I'm gonna be sick. I wash all my makeup off and cry some more. I looked behind me in the shower and I saw a razor, I never though about self harm till now. I start to hyperventilate I grab my chest and start to loose breath "HELP, H-HELP M-ME, HELP ME" I scream hoping someone could hear.

*JCS POV*

Once Sam came home and met Jenn she wasn't very happy, but I though I should leave her alone so me and Jenn continued talking. I was a couple of hours since Sam came home and I didn't hear anything. "HELP" I hear from up stairs but didn't think much of it "H-HELP M-ME" I start to worry so I slowly walk towards the stairs "HELP ME" I hired the last cry and it stopped "SAM ARE YOU OK, SAM SPEEK TO ME" I bolted up stairs, the light was on in the bathroom but it was locked "Sam are you in there" I ask desperately "Help me" I hear Sam whisper.

I start banging on the door I run down stairs and grab a knife and run back to the bathroom. I try and open it and I grab my phone and call 911 "hello 911 what's you're emergency" "my girl friend there's something wrong and she's locked in the bathroom come quick" I give them my address and they show up "Hurry up here" I scream from upstairs three men came up and started body checking the door.

*SAMS POV*

After I scream help three times I start to blackout. I hear Jcs voice calling me "help" I whisper and I hear him trying to open tee door. I gasp for air a few more times and stopped completely, I try to breathe with all my might but I couldn't.

I woke up in a field, I really don't know where I am but it beautiful here. I try to wake up because this can't be real but I can't, all of a sudden I hear a little girl crying "hello is anyone there" I yell and I see a little girl, and three boys picking on her. "hey stop" I said walking up to the boys "hey you boys leave her alone" I turn the boys around, one looked like Connor one looked like Jc and one looked like James. I pushed them away and helped up the little girl up, I looked closely at the little girl she looked like me. "Hey what's your name" I asked the little girl "sam" she replied and disappeared. I turned around and looked at the boys, Jc had two girls with him, Connor had Haylie his bags and a baby and James was still a little boy. I think because he used to hurt me as kids these are all the things they hurt me with Jc with the worry of cheating, Connor the worry of never seeing him again and James always picking on me as kids so I never had a childhood.

"Sam" I hired, I look around and see nothing "Sam" I hear a voice say again "Sam wake up" everything starts to fade around me and I see people around me again but new faces, I was in a hospital. "what happened" I asked, no one answered but everyone left the room I see Jc walk in. "Jc" I say he starts to cry "what happened?" I asked getting worried "you had a panic attack" he said holding my hand.

I start to cry and he kisses my forehead.

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