Most of the things I always experience in my life is always people leaving my life. In e always hated when a loved one dies of cancer, get shot , Brian damage , or die in they're dreams when their not supposed to. Deep feeling always roam through my mind like if one of my family members were to go across the rainbow I would end up with them too. I just feel like it's over even if I can't find anyway to help it. I always asked to god to punish me for things I've did in my past that I still regret doing. I've wrote curse words in a church, ever since I got robbed out of a phone and my friend money I've always wanted to get revenge but I never did because my ass would have nightmares in the depths of hell wondering why I made a bad choice. I wish things were better in my life I have good friends by my side even the ones I love the most. Some of em wanted to see me succeed and some wanted me to sit in the fire pits of hell which I already know I'm headed just because of my past as a kid/teenager. I never killed anybody before, I stole before, I always had encounters where I thought I was gonna die, I even had a dream I got robbed and shot dead in my dream, as I was shot I fell slowly trying to fight the bullet but I knew it's was already time to go but if this the end of me maybe idk what the future will hold........
P.S THIS IS A REAL ENCOUNTER FOR ME
To be continued.......
