I've been panicking about my future.
I doubt myself constantly.
I feel as if I stuck and have no way to move.
I feel as if someone is holding me down while being stabbed and told you're worthless.
I'm scared I'm being to much.
But I'm tired of being alone.
I need to learn no one likes clingy.
Not everyone wants to be around me all the time.
The world doesn't revolve around what I want.
I barley wanna get out of bed.
I feel like I'm reverting back to my old self
I feel as if I can't escape my past.
I hear the words "you're worthless" every-time I try to sleep.
I wanna be a better person but I can't escape.
I wanna be free but I feel held down
I want to be strong, but my body is so weak
I want to be confident, I'm too shy and insecure
I want to be happy, but my mind grows dark
I want to be sweet, but it seems Im too soft
I want to make the world a better place,
The problem is I'm scared
