Fate Always Finds A Way (On Hold)

Chapter 5

BTS-Love Maze

WARNING: Apparently I can not control myself so there shall be a SmUtTy scene for ya

I listened to him unable to move let alone fix my appearance. His voice would drop lower as he would stalk closer. I felt intimidated mostly because I knew I was weak for this man. I also knew if he asked I probably would let him ravish me without a seconds thought. "Breanna, I want to touch you when I see you. I want to hold you close and kiss you like I use to have the privilege to do so".

"I want to spoil you and love you. I want so much because I'm selfish when It comes to you". I remained frozen even when just a small amount of space was between us. "You affect me so much. Just seeing you on my bed like this arouses me". Instantly almost on instinct, I looked from his eyes to see If what he was telling me was true.

My eyes widened when the growing bulge under the black towel confirmed his words. I licked my dry lips and peered back at the male towering over me. My hand itched to touch him so I clenched it into a fist. He groaned, "You're so tempting when you look up so innocently like that. I can see in your eyes you want something. Tell me what you want from me, tell me you want me too".

"Joonie," I whispered. "I'm not going to lie. I do want something but I don't want to do something that I might regret. I want you to, I would dream about it. Especially when my hormones would go through the roof when I was Pregnant. I wasn't lying when I told you that I've only been with you, but I'm afraid".

"I'm afraid that you would end up treating me how you did before. Cold, distant, never looking at me or touching me. I can't go through that again Namjoon. You hurt me so bad yet I still wanted you. I knew It was crazy that I felt that way but I couldn't stop. I want to trust you Joonie I really do".

"How can you learn to trust me again if you don't give me a second chance? How do you know unless you try? Give me another chance I swear to you I'll do whatever I can to make sure you don't regret it. Please let me prove myself to you and the girls". His voice was pleading and his eyes were begging. Could I really risk it again?

Could he really make it up to me and make sure I don't regret it? I questioned it, but I knew there was only one answer in my heart. I nodded, "One more chance Joonie". His lips met mine hungrily and I returned the kiss with the same amount of passion. I knew I was lost after that. I dug my hand into his damp hair pulling him closer to deepen the kiss.

( Smut stars here)

His tongue licked my lip and I parted them. I moaned as our tongues wrestled. I settled on my knees so he didn't have to bend down so far. I released his hair and trailed my hand down his chest until I met the towel. Curiously I stroked him considering I didn't have the chance to explore his body the first time and smiled at his reaction. He was warm and heavy in my hand.

The towel loosened on his hips, showing more of his v line. Our lips separated and I smiled at him. "Joonie, let me help you first".I said softly as I tugged at his loose towel. "You don't have to baby." I shook my head, "I want to, please let me?"

He nodded and I finished loosening the towel. I had forgotten how big he was and wondered just how had I taken him so well as a virgin. I ran my thumb across the slit, gathering the precome there. Curious I placed my finger in my mouth to taste him and I heard him groan at my action. I decided it wasn't too terrible. "Joonie can I taste more?"

His eyes burned into mine and he nodded. I gave the red tip a kitten lick before wrapping my lips around him. "Fuck kitten, your mouth is so hot". I was nervous about how I was doing. I had never given a blowjob before so I focused on the sounds he made. I wrapped on hand around him amazed that my fingers didn't touch and stroked him.