LoveLess Girl (Lisa x Bts)

Chapter 35

Author's POV*
         He slowly walk  closer to her..
Bts and blackpink s members was standing behind him.
He ; " ahm, hi? Ahh.. I know your surprised and at the same time confused.. Lisa.. *sigh* the first time I saw you here at the campus there's already something in me that is weird and unexplainable, that's why I choose to find it out and only to found out the unexpected feeling of mine.
I like you when I first saw you.. I'm very surprised  when you said that you dont know who we are and it makes me feel sad because if ever you know us, I would like to ask you, who's your bias but no, cause your totally different and I guess thats the reason why I actually like you... Or should I say We Like you at the same time... "
Lisa laugh because of that, she remember again the day that the 6 boys confess their feelings towards her.. And she never thought that this day would ever happened cause she never expect and she never dreamed about this, about him... The only thing she remember was that, she used to dream once with jungkook which she had the most beautiful place she had ever seen in her entire life..(chapter
23 if you remember) 'but this day will never be forgotten ' she said in her mind.. She smile even though she's wearing mask and hat... She look up to him and he smile and continue...
He; "I thought this day would never come and I'll just ignore and keep this feelings I had for the long time but I guess destiny don't want me to.. Because my brothers force me too..
Haha, kidding... No  actually, they let me realized everything.. Everything I've wasted... The chances... The time..
If I just didn't get scared at first and just followed what my heart want me too.. Maybe I shouldn't be in here, shaking because of nervousness.. If you'll reject me again.. But now I promise... Now, I'm sure already 'bout my feelings.. That what ever ways I do to forget you and erase my feelings to you.. I still cant, cause you stay still.. "
He slowly come closer to lisa
"Cause you are still"
He slowly touches lisa's hat and remove it..
"Whatever bad behaviors I make.... it still you.... And I can't see you get hurt"
He slowly touches Lisa's mask and slowly remove it revealing her pretty Barbie doll face.. He can't figure out what she feels right now.. Would she ever reject him?  Or does she also feels the same?
"Lisa, I know I haven't done yet.. Were not that close as you and jungkook..  I know I do bad things and I say words that hurts you but I'll promise I'll make it up to you.. "
He looks down as he remember the last thing he do to lisa when she wants someone to talk with...  She then, finally speak up
Lisa; "you haven't done yet? "
He look up to her and he was confused..
Lisa; "haven't you remember? You already save my life how many times already... Did you already forgot? You were my first ever hero then they came in with you (pointing at the bts members).. If its weren't you, then how am I now? Were maybe not that close, as me and jungkook, we may haven't cooked together as me and jin,  you haven't teach me for my subjects before like rapmon? You never let me saw how worried you are every time I'm with you like suga, you may never give any shine to bright my day like hoseok and you may never make fun with me like jimin... its because your different from who they are.. You may all like the same girl but you all have different personalities... Jungkook, make me feel how worthy I am.. Jin makes me realized how beautiful I am.. Namjoon makes me feel that I should be loved.. Yoongi makes me feel that I'm important... Hoseok makes me feel that there is always hope in everything... Jimin makes me feel that my smile will make someone happy... And you,  Taehyung. Every time I'm with you I feel safe, I can be happy, I can smile, you gave me hope when you save me, you make me feel how worthy I am with your word, even though its like shouting.. You make me feel strong cause you say mean words that makes me stand on my own....... Taehyung, I don't know why I say those words and I don't know what I feel.. Im also confused of what I feel... I don't know  "
He was shocked on what just lisa have said.. But yeah it was him.. It was him... The one who really trying to do his best to forget what he feels because he know how his brothers like lisa....but here he is still.. Feeling the feelings he tried to forget... 'Maybe love isn't that easy to forget' that's what's on his mind.. 'That whatever things you do, if that person stay still... Then she still.. And she's still'
He; "I'm not forcing you to say that you also like me as same as I feel or not,as same as what you feel with my hyungs and jungkook but lisa.. Can we start over again? From the beginning? Give me chance and I'll do things I haven't been showed to you"
    
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