Can I Be Your Only Addiction?

Is THIS Okay?

Krist's POV
(Previously Bfre last Chapter happened).

It's been three days. Three days I have been restless. I can't focus. I need to go to school tour in a week and yet I can't stay focused. Everything thing seems so blurry.

There's a burning need in me. I feel so dull. I feel sudden tiredness. I feel all types of instant desires.

Cravings. But I know what I need is not food, not cold beverages, not entertainment, not even new musical instruments.

Hell. Not even Singto.

It's frustrating even to me that I don't want Singto to be near me. Somehow him being near me is making me want only him.

And then just like that I went out. I need to stabilise myself. I need to get back my happiness. 

I can't tell P that I'm not being myself even he already knew that something's bothering me.

So I went to my second best option. That's Tassya.

I went outta my house, heading towards Tassya and texted P that I'll be late tonite as I didn't spend much time with her lately after he proposed me! ♥️

Singto's  POV 
(After Previous Chapter)

I'm so Damn tired. Its a very tiring day. As usual I came back home at 1 o clock  night!

My neck is killing me. I'll ask Kit to gimme a massage! He's the best. I love his relaxing techniques for my stress.

I had a nap while waiting for Krist as he's not  at home! Yet! 🙁

I handled everything that happened today, but I want to tell Krist about what happened before any news media reaches to him.

This Is So Stressful.

I was about to relax on the couch after keeping my phone in charge as its dead few hours back. My phone stated ringing after a couple of mins.

I sighed and got up to attend call without looking for the name.

"Hel-" I was immediately cut off by

"Sing what's wrong with you? Why is your phone off? And why?" by P'Jane.

"Calm Your horses down P. What's the matter? Why are you in panic?" I asked.

"Cal... CALM? You ask me to be calm when your career is on stake.?" he shrieked at me.

I was dumbfounded. I don't understand anything.

"Your news is all over Twitter. Everyone is ambushing over Gmm TV building. For crushing Hearts of Peraya and All International Fans."

"What are you talking about P? Didn't we already solve all those?" I asked him incredulously.!

"Apparently Not. Some one who's Nat's fan grasped the hold of pictures and told that you are seducing Nat." he explained.

I can't explain anything. I felt so numb. I don't know what to do. Because there's only one thing in my mind.

I hear someone in background shouting my name. I hear faintly P telling me that he'll be there.

I can't blink my eyes. I can feel my soul leaving my body. Dread making its presence at the pit of my stomach.

The feeling is not odd to me. It's the feeling of distress and helplessness.

I first felt that way when Mae is going through her first chemotherapy.

I can only think about one thing! One thing that changes my life. One thing that matters the most. One thing that I'm crazy enough to loose my sanity if I lost. One thing that I'm too afraid to admit that I may miss a chance with now . One thing I call my life.

That's.

"Krist."

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A/N: Sorry For Delay & Short update. Actually I'm outta State for my projects and ended up with three projects! Sorry Babes.!