The Look Of You (Destiel)

Chapter 3

"I love you.

Holy shit.

He said that.

I was just eating breakfast. Minding my own business when bam! I love you. I can't believe he said that to me! Oh my God! He loves me!

Do I love him back?

Do i?!

I think I do. Maybe. I dunno. I really like him. He's amazing. But love? That's a really strong word. He's really strong. He's picked me up before. He picked my up because I got lost in the house and I started panicking cause I dropped my cane.
He always asks me if I need my cane whenever I get up. He doesn't want me to get lost in his house and panick again. He's really sweet. And, from what I can tell by touching his face, he's really handsome too. He has a few piercings on his face and tattoos going up his neck and down his arms and chest. It's amazing.

Holy shit.

I love him.

I gotta tell him, he told me and I didn't say it back. He probably thinks I don't feel that way about him. Aw. I'm sorry dean but I didn't realize until this morning.

Wait.

He thought I was asleep. He doesn't know I heard him. What if I tell him I love him too and he gets defensive and totally denies it. What if I didn't actually hear him say it and it was all in my head or just a dream. What if I tell him I love him too and he's not gay? What if he makes me leave cause I'm gay? Oh my God I can't tell him. I can't. Nope. Not gonna happen-" "Castiel!"

Oh yeah. Heh. Charlie. She's here.

"I know I know I'm sorry" I mumbled, shifting in my spot on the couch.

I freeze when I hear the front door slamming shut.

Dean's home. I didn't hear the door open. I always hear it open unless I'm talking.

"You love me?" Dean. Thats deans voice. Oh God he heard what I said.

"I-i uh.." oh God oh God oh God. What do I say?

I hear footsteps heading towards me.

There are rough, calloused hands on my face, pulling me in.

Oh
My
God

He's kissing me.

Dean Winchester is kissing me.

Oh my God!

My hands grab the front of his shirt and pull him closer, kissing back with everything I have.

Charlie's freaking out next to me but I could care less because Dean fucking Winchester is kissing me. The blind man he found on the streets.

He said that.

Holy shit.

"I love you too"