Q&A #18

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What do you feel when Zayn leave the band, then after Made In The AM was released it was followed with One Direction hiatus and now the lads having solo careers as of now?

"The first time that I've heard Zayn is going to leave the band it felt like my world came crushing down. I felt so sad and s little bit devastated. My brain even refused to believe what's happening. Every time I can remember Zayn's moments with the lads my heart wanted to breakdown again and again. Every time I can hear Zayn's parts in their song. My tears just ce rushing down my cheeks unnoticeably. But if he really want to leave the band. Then I must accept it. Its what he wants. And if that will make him happy, then I'm happy for Zayn. After It was announced that one direction is on hiatus. I already don't know what to feel anymore. My heart became numb from the mix emotions that I felt. They are my greatest love and happiness, but they also have the power to shatter my heart apart. It hurts so much to know that they're on hiatus. But I must understand them. And I do. I know that they just want to experience and explore another path of their lives. Alone, in their separate ways. Without each other. And they deserve to have everything they desire. From all of those times and dedication that they've given to us. I can't asks anything for more. They are the ones who made me the person that I am today. And i will always be thankful to them for that. For everything. And whether they are in a group or a solo career. I will still support them equally. Because that is how much i love all of them."

Odyza Gayo
18 years old
Cebu City Philippines

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