"Ryuzaki..We can't do this.." I said.."Don't you trust me?" He whispered softly in my ear, "I do..but the consequences" he smiled and said "Let's enjoy the moment, there are no such things as consequences" he said seductively. At the moment I knew i...
1 year has passed since Hino's passing. It still stings. Hino was cremated and his ashes are in the house, kept safe. I felt it was my fault that Hino died for the longest time. Thankfully Ryuzaki was there to bring me back from the edge. I became so paranoid. I was scared to leave the house. All the boys were traumatized including Ryuzaki. - Though we knew we couldn't be like this forever. Now everyone is Better but that pain will stay with us forever. - Inui moved to Korea with his New Korean girlfriend. Fujioka moved to UK to become a proper doctor and treat people. Arimura is still in Japan, but far away doing IT business. Ryuzaki and i have planned to stay in Japan and raise our children here for a few years and then move back to the US. - 2 months later .
"Baby,call over the guys. I heard everyone's in town. Let's go and have dinner." Ryuzaki says.
I nod and dial up their numbers. - "Hey!" Inui says as he walks in with his Girl. "Yo Yo It's DA MAN!" Fujioka laughs as he walks in with a dramatic entrance. "Hi guys..." arimura boringly walks in . I poke him and he giggles a bit.
We all sit around and eat. We all talk about the memories.
Good times.
The conversation takes a toll and Hino becomes the Topic.
"Yeah..I really miss that Kiddo." Inui says. I grab my glass of wine shakingly and gulp it all down.
"Is this what Hino would've wanted? Would he have wanted everyone to be drinking non stop over him? No! He would've wanted us to be together and remember him with a smiling face as someone Amazing and someone who has been there for you guys. He shouldn't be remembered with Sad faces and tears. He's someone who we miss..Too much to even express. He's not here with us physically but I know that Bastard is watching from above and is laughing at us right now. RIGHT HINO?! We all miss him, yes, but we can't let it ruin us. When we hear his name, we talk good things instead of Talking about the sad things." Ryuzaki says. "Let's all raise a glass for our kid!" Everyone raises a glass and drinks it.
"We miss you buddy!"
Everyone says together.
Iam so grateful for Ryuzaki saying this. I pay him and rub him on the back because I know it must've been hard for him to talk about this. Hino, you will be remembered in our hearts. - Soon everyone starts sitting on the couch and everyone starts playing with the twins. We all talk about life recently. Seems like everyone has been awesome. Everyone looks so happy. It's good. This is good. - Another year has passed. "Hey honey! Have you seen the pacifier?"
"Bring 'em here! I wanna play!!" Ryuzaki shouts from the nursery.
"How demanding!" I yell and giggle.
I give the kids over to Ryuzaki and he pops out the pacifier. "I have them!" He winks . I giggle. He starts to tickle the kids and make goofy noises.
"PEEK-A-BOO! I see you!"
"Simon says , LAUGH AHAHAHAHA!" The babies faces lit up whenever he acts goofy and silly.
They're little giggles escape their mouth. Everything is so good in life.
Ryuzaki pulls out cards and starts playing with them.
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Everything is perfect in this moment. - Another year has passed and iam convinced nothing bad is going to happen again.
The twins have joined school. Time passed so quick!
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- Our journey, Ryuzaki and my, we've came through so much. We've been through hell and back. We've been through all the shades of life. We've been on difficult roads and sometimes, we'd think life has no meaning and it'd be better if we just weren't there. But we came over it. We have always found a solution. Then we eventually thought...NO! Life DOES have meaning. Life is something you gotta go on with. You gotta keep walking no matter how tough the road gets. Because soon, you'll be happier than ever. You'll get through the bad times. There seriously is a light at the end of the tunnel. We just gotta keep walking to find it.
