(A/n): Sorry for the wait on the chapter Lovelies.
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****TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF RAPE AND ABUSE******
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.Brendon's POV
I woke up to someone weeping not so silently. I noticed it was (Y/n). As i sat up i noticed she was looking at her phone then turned it off quickly."Baby, what's wrong? Are you okay?" I asked. She gasped.
"Im sorry i didn't mena to wake you up." She said trying not to cry anymore.
"Its fine." I said and scooted closer to her.
I embraced her in a hug and her tears started to flow onto my bare chest. This is sorta the first time i have seen her cry like this. I rubbed circles in her back and and hummed to her. After a minute or two she pulled away and wiped her tears only for more to fall and fog up her beautiful (e/c) eyes.
"So remember how i went to Jail yesterday?" She asked. I nodded and she continued to wipe her tears away. "Well apparently we didn't escape the Tabloids. They found out but they made it to where i made you go. Meaning i forced you to go and how irresponsible you were to bail me out. It said a lot of shit about me and then started doubting are relationship." Her tears started falling faster. "Brendon i am truly sorry, we shouldn't have went, it's all my fault. Your fans now hate me, and trust me i hate myself too. I-I am s-so sorry Brendon. I-Im trash. You shouldn't be with me, im an irresponsible idiot." She said between tears making her voice sometimes crack. Even in this weak time, she looked beautiful. I felt so bad that she felt like trash to me.
I lifted her chin so that i could look into her glossy eyes. "(Y/n). Don't you ever say that you are Trash. You are treasure. And so what if you are irresponsible?! I am more irresponsible than you. And don't say sorry. It was my choice, i had an amazing time with you. Im glad we went. And the fans, they will get over it. We just have to explain it. They love you, i know they do. Let's just talk to Zack about it he will know what to do. Just calm down okay?" I say as i wiped the tears falling from her eyes. "And by the way, you are my Irresponsible Idiot." I said before giving her a kiss on her lips and then resting my forehead against hers.
She smiled and hugged me. She pulled away and i kissed her once more, but this time i left her breathless and wanting more.
"You are such a tease." She said grabbing her phone.
I scoffed. "Says the one who was teasing me last night behind those bars." I whisper into her ear making her shiver and pull away from me.
No we haven't gone that far yet. She doesn't want to, and i respect that. However, there's something more to it. She isn't telling me something. I need to find out soon though. Not cause im horny.....okay maybe, but mainly because i care. I love her to much for her not to tell me something important.
I slid on some black pants and a white muscle shirt. I grabbed my phone and looked at all my notifications. My phone was blowing up because of all the hate (Y/n) was getting. I was tagged in all of it which was a stupid idea. Cause now i get to see it and block them. I look over to (Y/n) who was staring at her phone. I quickly snatched it away from her and slipped it into the back pocket of my jeans. She sighed and knew it was probably for the best. She stood up and picked up some new clothes. She went into the bathroom and after 30 minutes of scrolling through the horrible shit on social media she was out.
"Alright let's go talk to Zack." I said and took her hand as we walked out.
We walked into his room to find him pacing back and forth on the phone.
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