Chapter 2.
" School will help you " All that surviveres looking at me , and talk to me as if cancer was contagious, " mom, i'm dying alone i dont need help to do that i guess" and them she called me selfish , dumb , lovely , stupid, mooran and she started it crying.My dad died with cancer , but that was because he smoked a lot. Dead is just dying to get me, dont worry darling i promise you will get me and sooner than you think.
Is funny after your try kill yourself it seems your like a new kid but with cancer and like every new kid, with no friends. They called me " the big black hair " because i use a beanie and like you think my hair is not the big enough for a girl at my age.
"Oh no dont tell me the suicidal girl sit with me? What let me see you have drugs to kill yourself on class? "
In that moment i could felt terrible but in reality i was fine, someone have treat me like a new awkward kid, and that actually was fine.
" Hey Mooran what are you nervous or with fear to sit at actually finally in your entire life close to pretty , very pretty girl?Eat an apple , they say that relax "
" Look Henry Hooper the other suicidal kid youre feel depressed? Do you really wanna make a fight? To you run to your suicidal pills and started it to say bullshit on the classes ? "
Well that guy was a completly asshole to say that, and then as you can image the guy Henry didnt ignore so much ignorance from part that mooran, so we got to the principal's office.
" Oh hello Lia, how are you? Did any of this stupid kids did anything to you?" and i responde.
" I'm bad, thank's. Well this mooran over here tried to offense with words this other guy but all it started because of me so i should be punished not them . "
Henry : " Are you crazy ? You didnt talk a word, and you want be punished?! "
Mooran : "Hey if she wants , its her responsability "
Me : " Yeah i couldnt agreed more "
And them i was punished for 3 days a normal student will problably on my place get 1 week of detention but i'm the kid with cancer .
Chapter 3.
" Hey Lia , right?"
" Yes i'm Lia look if you want apolagize its not necessary okay "
" What ? No, no i dont want apolagize i'll ask if you take that bus ?"
" Yes, why? "
" Because i take it too "
Henry was that guy with no hope in his eyes, but they shine more than the moon.
Chapter 4.
Well we get the same bus and he sat in a place far away from me, which was strange since we kind of knew each other.To be honest i've never asked to myself who he was, or what happend to him... I got out of the bus ready to sleep a lot, take the pills, when an old lady called me , and how i was the only one at the street with her, i stopped , i didnt had any time lose right?
She called me like she was bite by a moose or something ,she screamed like when a baby leaves the womb of the mother. " HEEEEEEEY! YOU! YES DONT IGNORE ME I'VE A BIG FAT ASS AND I'LL JUMP TO YOUR FACE IF YOU DONT STOP ".And even if I wanted ignore the whole freaking humanity , wich is completly impossible I couldnt ignore her , i dont know, i couldnt. This old lady said something to me ,i didnt cared too much at that time, but I care now.
A year until my dead, one more day at hell.You know how everyone loves to say that school teaches you about everything?Not so true. They dont teach a student how to face his own dead,because they're afraid.Afraid of everything its possible, and one and the only answer that its true.So went to the math class, and there was this jerk again.I started to think that in some kind of way my stupid action and the fight because of me, it actually affected Henry.Henry its someone, someone i trusted and trust.
After half of class,I heard a knoc at the door.I didnt cared much it problably its some cleaning lady, but it was him.
"Can I come in mrs.Eduawrd?
"Of course Henry! What are you waiting for? Oh! You can sit next to Lia please."
Well, yes.I heard too my name, I heard the shitty comments everyone was doing but i only look up for a few seconds and then looked down again,because it was nothing to see ,or comment .It was just another second waisted in my small travel over of this planet called earth.We had math, the class was about something that i couldnt care less. Actually i dont know why Im still at school.I dont know why Henry struggle so hard, i dont even know the reason why he defended me.I had to know, at least one dirty little secret I had to know before I die.
" So,Lia are you catching the bus today?"
First I though : well or his a really nice guy, or he's a freaking asshole,or he wants to kill me cause the math teacher said to him to sit next to me because he defended me or we kind of 'meet' each other and we were the lovely suicidal/me cancer kids, so of course we will understand each other, wich is not true by the way.
" Ah... yes sure!"
I wouldnt take the bus today. I dont know why i said that it just came from my mouth!I dont know a lot of things, imagine how wise i'll die.
At the end of the class I was walking when I heard my name, awkward situation since my name is vanish from the high school world and i was named my " cancer/suicidal kid ".Its funny how people can talk , make fun of us and its at the same time completly ridiculous, because they dont know a shit about us.
Chapter 5.
We take the same bus.We had fun.He was funny,nice,truly real.I didnt asked, I know how it costs the thing we do for the other people.Its not a freaking novel about tumblr so I can be the poor miss understood girl,no way, i dont fake a smile at all I laugh when I want and its because Im having fun.People think that everyone has controle over our lifes,guess what they dont have!A broken heart and all the stories.A broken heart its always a broken heart, its not because your girlfriend or boyfriend broke up with you.Its when you lost someone.Its when you know that you dont have enough time to breath and the air you wanted to breath,its the nostalgics momments that you've when you're the supermarket with your mom and you think " this is one of the last times i can say that fish isnt ok. And she should bought that", a very last time its a very first time.
