"I wanted to cry.
But I can't.
Because then my family will ask what's wrong,
And I can't tell them.
I can't tell them,
'Mom I'm tired.
Tired of feeling.
Tired of feeling out of place.
Tired of trying too hard to fit in.
Tired of faking this goddamn smile on my face.
Tired of fake friends.
Tired of getting hurt.'
And I don't want this anymore.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for failing you.
I'm sorry for disappointing you.
I'm such a big fucking disappointment to everybody.
I'm pretty sure that if I were to vanish right now,
Nobody would notice.
Why would they?
I'm no one special.
No one really likes me.
Not even my 'best friend'.
Or my 'loving' family."
