(Animation made by me a little while ago :p)
Where to start?
About a year ago now, I met a guy named Siri
along with Laurence-
(But that's not what this is about)
I kinda always had this weird feeling, kinda like being scared?
Like, whenever I had the chance to talk to Siri it was somewhat terrifying for me..
I'm not sure why but I kinda felt as if I would hurt him in a way? Or weird him out. So I tried to keep my talking to a minimum. I mean, it didn't really work but whatever.
I don't really want to bring this up. Like.. at all? But I think I'm gonna just to clear up a few things.
Little less than a year ago me and Larry were talking Because one of my irl friends were teasing me about possibly liking someone. Coincidentally, Larry said the same thing was happening to him. I asked him who it was cause I'm a snoop, fITe mE.
It led to me and him liking the. same. Person.
Amazing ;p
I didn't really mind. In fact I influenced him to ask that person out. I knew I wouldn't do it.. cause I'm a wimp 👌🏻
Larry was stubborn. So that had lasted for maybe 10-20 minutes of back and forth
"yes"
"no"
"Yeah"
"Nu"
"Yeet"
"Noh"
And so on..
Until he did it, he actually did it. And y'know, for the first few second I was ok, I was actually proud of him, and then realisation hit and it kinda hurt a lot.. y'know I feel I did over react back then.
(gotta love your old immature self ❤🤔)
But yeah, oh well. It was over.
Me and Larry would draw together on a website called drawsome And it was lit. But we had a conversation that kinda triggered me. Larry didn't really like Siri like that, he thought he did, but nope, he didn't, And he didn't know how to get out of it. I explained more than 3 times that it was best to tell Siri, y'know? Don't wanna lead him on there bud :/
Eventually (I don't know what happened. I wasn't there) Laurence had told me they weren't together anymore, and it kinda lifted my spirits a bit for multiple reasons. Although I felt bad for Siri, I was glad that he wasn't being led into something that was a dead end.
Gradually idk why but I kinda started getting "more scared" I guess,
And me and Siri kinda just drifted away. It was painful indeed but I just couldn't bring myself to talk to him anymore. Sometimes I'd think about it, but that fades away out of fear.
I noticed Siri would sometimes join my game in roblox whenever I was online and in a call with Vicky, Lizzy, and Larry. They'd listen to me panic for about a good 5 minutes and Vicky would join and start saying some weird stuff. Which I screeched at her for until I made her apologize. Thanks for that Vicky-
Recently Siri's starting to talk to me again And I'm glad. I thought I'd lost him. I'm hoping me, Laurence, Siri, and Vicky could be a good friend group.
