Best Friend Brother

Sam

      My eyes hurt. Probably form crying all night over Trey. I hate love, that's why I don't mind being single forever. I got up to go to the bathroom. Arguing with Trey didn't end well. He so stupid and yet I can't stop loving him.

       " Sam I'm right here admitting that I like you and all you can say is you don't believe me. I spent two week locked up in here with you, drppped everyone even the hoes and you still don't believe me when I tell you I actually like you"

     "That's not enough time to tell if you like someone. I told you Trey. You gone realize life isn't about just about sleeping around. Admit you scared. You almost done with college and now your fun is over and guess whose here to finally make you realize that one girl is enough, me??. I was always your rebound"

       "What are you talking about?. You the one that's so worried about what my sister will think about us. Sam I always express my feelings for you as best as I can"

    "HOW!! How Trey ? by teasing me and sleeping around with every girl you come in connect with? That is not how you tell a girl you like them. Everytime you got bored with a girl you told me about it. You told me how you didn't care and how many girls you smashing like it was a game to you. Have you ever stopped and think how these girls feel?. You took them out, made them feel special for few days, then you get what you want and the next day walked out their life and didn't look back. You did that for years and told me about it and now you want me to believe that you capable of liking me. I'm not a girl to just like. I'm smart, fuck I'm okay looking stretch marks and all and shit I'm funny so I deserve someone to love me. So fuck your little like Trey. I'm not like those girls you slept with. I'm one of  your best friends and I need more then you just liking me to fall in your arms. So why do you just like me but not love me?"

     We stood there staring at each other.

     "It's not easy loving you because you don't love yourself. You're the most beautiful girl  inside and outside I ever meet but shit you don't see that. You was so ready to hop in bed with a dude you barley know for what? To feel good about yourself or to be a ho- "

    My hands went across his face as tears stang my eyes. I couldn't believe he said that.

"You know what Trey? fuck you" I cried. He look at me and smirk. 

    "You already did"

    I took of his sweater and throw it at him. All of a sudden tears started falling and i ran upstairs. I hate him. I never felt this pain before it hurts. I felt so alone. I couldn't call my best friend cause shit her brother the one who caused the pain and I couldn't call my other best friend cause his dumbass the one who caused the pain. 

        I slowly brushed my teeth not bothering to look in the mirror. I know I look like crap. I took a shower and put on sweats. I just want to sleep forever. The doorbell rang. It was probably Justina. I quickly pull myself together and went to open the door.