Who? Why? How?

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I am Jonathan, I write things in my diary. I am a teenager, I've always wanted to ask this to my self: Who Am I? Why am I here? And How?

You see, I am a successful graduate of Bachelor of Medicine with highest honors (also known as Summa Cum Laude). how did I do that?

This is why I am here, I'm going to tell you a story about my college life:

In college, I am usually called as the "gay boy" in the campus. Why? because I always hangout with girls, I don't know how to play basketball and I don't hangout with boys. But I didn't care. They're just crisitcms, I learn to accept them and motivate my self to become stronger. Even though the boys in my school are not that kinda smart..

There was even one time they pushed my rage to the limit, I almost killed a person. This is getting intense..
It was our lunch time, I was hanging out with my best friend Sabrina, We were about to sit on the last spot of the chair. But until the group of boys and their leader Ronnie came to the spot we were about to sit on.

Ronnie: "hey this is our spot now gayboy"

Me: "how dare you! We were first here!!"

Ronnie: "fight me!!"

*I tried to fight them but they were too strong, he even punched me on the face"

Ronnie: "you'll never rise, you're just a fucking gay homo who hangs out with girls. You don't even play basketball! retard!

*the group of Ronnie laughed with joy as they see me on the floor suffering from pain and crying*

*they exposed me. THEY EXPOSED ME, REMOVED MY CLOTHES until I was top naked*

I could not take my anger anymore, they were just too much from my limits. Thats not bullying anymore, that is way more than bullying!

I tried to stand up but Ronnie stepped on my back
I couldn't get up! But good thing my dad thought me some attack moves before he passed away.

I used those skills and guess what? It worked!
With pure anger, I rised up the floor and
g

rabbed the knife from my plate that fell.

I wanted to stab him so hard with rage and hate but I could not take it. Killing a person who just insulted me. But my mind wanted to kill him but my heart doesn't, I slowly got dizzy and fell of the floor with the whole college crowd watching me get fainted

Around 3 hours later. I woke up like nothing happen in the hospital with Sabrina and Ronnie, his squadmates went home

to be continued..

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