red widow || YERMSEUL

cobweb.

seulgi hated lying.

she hated logging on to her fan acc and pretending that she and widow were two different people. she hated that she lied to girls who truly meant the most to her.

she mostly hated lying to yerim.

how she always had to pretend to not be affected by how passionately the younger spoke about her love for widow. how she had to sit back and let her ramble on about how even though she'd never meet the rapper she loved her dearly.

seulgi hated lying.

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it was 1am and seulgi was sitting on her phone again. scrolling through her seemingly never ending timeline of tweets about her and her performances and teasers for dumb. it was routine at this point. log onto the fan acc, pretend to hype herself up then scroll till her eyes grew too heavy to remain open. somehow she managed to keep it all up through promotions.

she thought about posting something on the widow acc, pretending to be unable to sleep and ask for remedies to help but decided against it. she didn't want to worry webbers or let her manager know she was awake.

seulgi sighed, clicking the new tweet button and typing something out for the few mutuals of hers that were still awake.

'wonder when widow will demask...'

ultimately she knew the answer. it was planned for a few albums for now, reveal that her newest album was to be called behind the web and have her face be the cover. have her legal name on the song credits instead of widow and finally show off her true self.

seulgi didnt know if she liked that plan anymore.

so she typed something new in response to herself.

'i just hope when she does its on her own terms. not cause sm or fans make her'

with one last sigh she typed out a goodnight and clicked off her phone, placing it on the nightstand beside her bed and rolling over to sleep.

-

it was 6am when her manager knocked on her door to tell her to wake up. to get ready for a day of practice and meetings.

it was 7am when she sat in the black, company issued, travel van scrolling along on her phone, liking a few tweets here and there before ultimately giving up on entertaining her self and clicking the phone off. settling on watching the world go by in a blur amoungest the other cars.

and it was 11pm when she finally made it home from the company. thankful that her day started late tomorrow so she could sleep. or text her friends and explain her absence from the groupchat.

with a sigh she fell back against the bed and began typing her excuse.

'sorry, got super busy at work today. i go in late tomorrow so we can catch up. im gonna go to bed now though, love you all ❤'

and then repeating it all into an official widow tweet.

'easily one of the longest days ever. new choreo is always a pain, sorry i couldn't personally post the new dumb teaser. i love u all so much 🕸❤🕸❤'