Kai x Lloyd

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Lloyd's Pov

A week had passed since my mom died. i havent left my room once. kai keps banging onnthe door every day trying to get in. it takes half an hour of ignoring him before he finally went away. But them he comes back about 2 hours later and starts talking to me though the door. how is it they know nothing? How is it that they just continue their lives oblivious to whats really happenenug in mine? i dont get it. no one else came to the door but kai. is he really the only one who cares? 

Kai's Pov

i think i am in love with lloyd. i have no idea what happened to him though. he seemed happy enough and then he just wehnt to his room and stayed there. every time i tried to talk to him or to get him out he just ignored me. i decided to talk to lloyd's mom, misako about it. but i couldnt find her anywhere. i went to Sensei Garmadon and asked him where she was.

"shes in a better place now'" is all he said, before he left me in the kitchen alone.

In abetter place? what does he mean by that? i went to find Sensei and i asked him where Misako was.

"student, there comes a time where blah blah blah blah' and he went on and on before finally saying that she was dead

"DEAD???????" i yelled,"HOWW???'

he shook his head,'cancer'

i didnt know what to think lloyds mom died of cancer? so thats why hes been so depressed all the time and not coming out of his room

poor lloyd. i want to help him. but how?

Lloyd's Pov

i escaped out of the room window and walked down the street. it was raining a little. and very cold. but i didnts care. i didnt care about anything anymore. about my life, my friends lives, the world. i just wanted to die. i walked to the river and stood on the bridge, looking down at the water flowing beneath me. i pushed my foot through the gap in the bars ad dangled it there. i was playing with the idea of death in the most sensible way.

"lloyd! there you are!'

i jumped as soon as i heard Kais voice.

i turned to see him as he walked over to me.

"lloyd, im so sorry about your mom. she didnt deserve to die like that. no one does" he said as he came closer.

tears came in my eyes and t turned away from him.

"doesnt matter now. shes already dead. i dont want your pity' i said in a voice that was not my own.

he came closer and put his hand on my shoulder.

"its ok lloyd. i lost my parents wen i was little too. i unders-'

i stopped im talking and said" dont tell me you understand! you know nothing about me! NOTHING!!!!!"

he jumped back a bit, shocked.

'lloyd? are you ok?'

no. no im not. i cant contol myself anymore. help.

i shoved him away.

"go away! you know nothing! just leave!" i shouted, and tears started dripping down my cheeks

i dont want to cry. stop lloyd. stop it!

but im not lloyd anymore, at least, not the lloyd i know, or anyone else knows. im someone different. and i want out of this life.

Kai's Pov

lloyd was not himself. im scared for him because hes obviously hurting insde.

"lloyd, please this isnt you"

he glaresd at me 'i know! you think i dont knwo?'

i reached out ,y hand to him but he smacked it away. his eyes were fulled with tears.

"lloyd pl-'

before i could say anymore he ran off, faster than ive ever seen him run

i ran after him.

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