Drug Lords and Love MxM (Staten Krown)

14

"How long have you known?"

Penny had just told us that she was pregnant. I looked over at Kingston. A part of me felt torn. I wanted to be there for him but at the same time I knew that he put himself in this position. Why could I really do at this point?

Penny seemed uncomfortable in the room with us. I didn't blame her. I was there. Kingston was there. I was his best friend and Kingston was someone I was interested in. She had come out of no where and gotten pregnant by him. I would feel pretty fucking awkward too.

"A few days now," she replied.

I got up at that moment.

"Look, this ain't got nothing to do with me. The two of you laid down. This shit is on ya'll."

As soon as I got up Kingston grabbed me. I felt like shit when I looked in his eyes. I cared about this guy. There was a longing in there. There was a longing in his eyes. I could tell he wanted me and I wanted him too...but this thing...this thing was killing me.

"No please don't go..."

"Don't go," Penny added as well.

I stood there for a minute. I felt out of place. I felt stupid. The old feelings of betrayal were coming back to my mind.

Kingston turned to Penny at this moment, "Look. I'm not the one to sit here and tell you what to do with your body. But I was drunk when we fucked. I was real drunk. I'll be honest with you. I think you already know though. I want to be with Chris. Look. I'm in love with Chris. I'm in love with him and this kid. I don't know if it's a good idea."

There was a pause.

It was a painful pause.

"Don't worry. I'm not keeping it," she stated shaking her head, "I just wanted to let you know. I just wanted to let you know..."

There was a pain there. Kingston was clearly not interested in the baby. Kingston clearly was just showing her that this was a mistake. I knew he was being honest. I felt bad for Penny though. The look on her eyes seemed so defeated.

"I'll pay for the abortion, of course," Kingston stated, "Anything you need. I got you."

She nodded.

She turned at that moment, "I should go."

Penny walked out of the room. The look in her eyes seemed to say it all. It was clear that she was going through it. She was probably alone with this decision. I knew Penny didn't believe in abortion. I was confused. Why the fuck was she doing this? I felt a little bothered about it. I felt like she was all alone or something. I wasn't talking to her. Shorty wasn't talking to her. Her cousin Benita wasn't worth shit. Whatever Penny was going through. She was going through by herself.

As soon as she left Kingston grabbed me up.

He kissed me.

The kiss was warm. I wanted it. I loved the way he pressed up against me. I hadn't expected this. I hadn't expected him to do it but when he did I didn't back up.

"This is great..."

"Great?'

"Of course. This means we can be together," he stated smiling, "It means what happened was a mistake and we can move forward together."

He grabbed onto my mouth and started to kiss me. It felt so good. He kissed my neck. His tongue made my way down my neck. He was gentle and rough at the same time. Kingston had a way to really getting to me. The way he held me. The way he touched me. I knew that there was so much that I wanted out of this.