Mrs...?

Ground Rules

~ Friday 1:00 am~

Its Friday morning and I've been up for the last few hours. I can't sleep peacefully knowing that the worst part of my life starts tomorrow. I will be committed to someone I barely know and worst I barley even like. My mother said I need my " Beauty sleep" but I can't close my eyes with out thinking about how miserable the rest of life will be. How wonderful it would have been to fall in love with someone and have them propose to me. To be able to plan my own wedding with my mother and Lisa. It truly sucks that I'll never experienced that.

~ Friday 8:00 am~

"Y/n wake up" I open my eyes to my mother hovering over me smiling.

" it's your big day" She says excitedly

"Is it really?" I say it while closing my eyes.

Suddenly I feel a hard flick on my forehead
"Get your ass up before we are late!"

I wince in pain, sitting up while rubbing my forehead.

"Hurry, Hurry" She says while walking out of the room, closing the door behind her.

I got out of bed and walked into the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. When I returned to my room I put on my dress. My mom does my make up and hair.

~At the Wedding Hall~

As soon as I walk in everyone's head turns to me and my father. As he walks me down the isle he tells me "Y/n I'm really proud of you, I'm sorry for forcing you into this. I know how much you wanted to marry someone you actually loved, but you are doing a brave thing. I know your mom hasn't said it because she is always yelling at you but she is proud of you as well."  While he finished I was already standing in front of Taehung and the pastor. Before he let go of my arm I turned to him "I love you".  " I love you my beautiful daughter."

As he walks to his seat I walk up the step and stand in front of  Taehyung. I wasn't listening to a thing the pastor said. The only thing I was worried about was getting this over with. Standing in front of all these people pretending to be in love was nerve racking.

"I do" I heard Teahyung say, but I still continued to not pay attention. About 20 seconds passed when I realize its be quiet for too long. I look up at Taehyung then the pastor. That's when I realized it was my turn to speak.

"I do"

Taehyung stares at me while rolling his eyes. I mouth "sorry" before looking at the crowd to see if anyone else noticed I wasn't paying attention.

After the reception people were dancing and walking around talking to people. Taehyung was in his own world with his friends. I was talking with Lisa until she left me to dance with a guy she was eyeing all day. Then I was left with Namjoon.
"So you really have to do this?" Namjoon asked. As he said this I could see the sadness in his eyes.

"Well I mean it's already done." I say while slightly giggling.

"This is serious"

"Why aren't you more upset?" He asked, slightly raising his voice.

I was sort of confused and worried because the last time he was this upset was when I got a boyfriend and didn't tell him.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"You're just walking around like you're happy about this!"