Sinking in my depression, falling deeper and deeper in,
Knowing I'm addicted to you, it's as horrifying as a sin.
Your eyes, your smile, I just keep falling in love,
When it was only friendly thoughts, it wasn't even something that was.
I try ignoring my feelings, still feeling denial,
But the thought of your rejection will always remain so vile.
I stare at my walls alone, as my thoughts eat me up
But your image in my mind, it appears out of nowhere. It's startling and abrupt.
You made me feel an emotion I've never felt before,
I love you, but you broke my heart like a broken door.
I try to get hobbies, so I can be distracted from you,
But I'm addicted, I'm longing for you and attached to your presence like glue.
An in captivating person is hard to get rid of,
And the fact that I know I'm just a friend is like I've been shoved.
But maybe you were put in my life to show that it was the right person at the wrong time,
But know that you're my worst habit, and I can't get you out of my mind.
YOU ARE READING
Poems from an atelophobic
PoetryWarning: These poems may or may not be triggering. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is a book with random poems, but it's not complete ( ˘ω˘ )
