Suffer

03|Back to the Past

This chapter has been edited. (02/26/19) please point out any mistakes if you see one.

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Kendra's Outfit^^^

One year later...

It's been a year now, I've been a part of Blake's pack. Me, Donna, Jess and Lilly. Yes Lilly, she is Troy's mate, she has brown hair and beautiful green eyes. They met through a pack meeting. She's a year younger than me and the girls along with Troy and the guys.

I haven't heard from my old pack since the time I left. I'm also the most strongest wolf now. I was trained by Blake along with a few stronger trainers. I help packs along the whole world but also my pack.

My bedroom hasn't changed since I've been here. It's the same bohemian styled bedroom.

I haven't made any further adjustments since it looks amazing already, I have access to the roof top if I want to sleep under the stars. I just woke up speaking of which I just woke up.

I took out a black turtle neck and jeans, a beige coat and black velvet boots. I left my platinum blonde hair down and when I finally finish getting ready, I head downstairs to greet Donna, Jess and Lilly.

I have changed over the span of a year. I've gotten some curves, my boobs and ass has became bigger (Sorry If I'm being narcissistic). And I have better and sharper facial features.

I headed downstairs to go eat some breakfast, before the pack meeting that takes place in an hour. Everyone in this pack has lovely mates, they treat me perfectly like how they treat their Omegas, they don't treat Omegas here with hatred but instead with respect.

There isn't a snotty pack slut here, which I'm glad for. For the past year, I've changed a lot, as you can tell. I love this pack but over the years, Aidan keeps popping in my train of thoughts. I didn't feel him having sex to another she-wolf. But I can sense he's been getting drunk. He does make out with other she-wolves but when he's drunk but it leads to only that.

I'm quite proud actually.

'I just wish he hadn't rejected us' Reina cried.

I nodded my head in agreement. Just then, I saw Donna chatting to Lilly and Jess, they had a grimace on their faces.

"Hey guys? Why does it look like someone pissed on your Cheerios?" I teased.

They looked at me with a sad expression on their faces. They were serious, they didn't chuckle nor did they glare at me. Donna would usually scoff but she was quiet.

"Donna? Jess? Lilly? What's going on? You guys look like somoeone died?" I said, worry evident in my voice.

"Well, someone is about to" Lilly muttered, beneath her breath. That got my attention.

"What?! Who's gonna die? Qué Suceso?!" (What is happening) I usually ramble in Spanish or another language if Im worried to bits.

"Los empacar mortecino?! " (Is the pack dying?!)  There I go again. I don't stutter, I speak Spanish when I'm worried. Next Thing, I knew was Donna's hand slapping me at the back of my head. of course, I sensed it but I knew it wouldn't hurt me.

"What?" I asked, as I stopped rambling to face Donna. She shook her head, before handing me my breakfast and orange juice. I decided to let it slide and finish my food. As I ate, the three gave each other worried looks.

As soon as I finished, I placed my plate on, the sink and waited for Blake to announce the start of the meeting. So I decided to go check some emails in my phone. To see if there was any pack who was in need of help or training.

But there wasn't any. It felt like everyone was keeping something from me. So I decided to play on my phone for a while.

"Alright, everyone that was called yesterday for the pack meeting please meet me in the conference room." Blake said, using his Alpha voice, I swear. It still sends shivers down my, spine. Not in a good way.

I stood up from where I sat and placed my phone in my pocket before going to the conference room. As I got there, Donna, Jess and Lilly we're seated beside their mates chatting in worried whispers. As I entered it stopped.

I sat on my usual seat, which was beside Donna. And gave them a questioning eyebrow. They just looked down. As soon, as the whole pack entered. Blake stood up and straightened his stance as he made an announcement.

"Tomorrow, we will be helping one of our neighboring packs. They have asked, for us to train them, due to their increase of deaths during the past year." Blake announced.

Everyone nodded.

"What is the name of the pack, Alpha?" One pack member asked.

As cliche as this is about to get, I think I might have a clue. And I'm totally fine with it.

"I'm guessing it's the Sorrow Night's pack, Alpha?" I guessed. Blake stilled and everyone in the room was quiet.

I rolled my eyes, "Guys, I'm fine. It's been a year. I can handle rouges and strong wolves as well as Alphas, I can handle my ex-mate."

I saw some of them, visibly relax. I saw some held guilt and pitiful expressions. So I decided to change the topic.

"When are we leaving?" I asked. Blake snapped his attention to me and blinked before answering.

"Um, were leaving tomorrow as I said, one of our greatest warriors and trainers along with me and your Beta will be coming." Blake informed.

Everyone nodded.

"Disperse." Blake ordered, and everyone left, I stayed behind because knowing Blake and the guys along with their mates will be wanting to talk to me.

So as everyone left. I approached my friends. They had guilty and pitiful looks etched on their faces.

"Guys I'm gonna be fine"

"We know, you will. It's just I can't believe you have to go there, it's only been a year." Donna whispered.

"Donna, yes I know its only been, a year. But look at the progress I've made? I became the strongest wolf and warrior." I smiled.

"Are you willing to do this, Kendra?" Troy asked.

"You can still back out you know, Kendra. You don't have to do it." Lilly smiled, weakly.

"I'll be fine, Lils. No, need to worry, about me. I'm tougher than before." I smirked.

"And very self-conceited." Jess muttered.

I chuckled at her, and gave everyone a big hug. James seems to be awfully quiet.

"James? Why have you been so quiet lately?" I questioned, as we broke apart from our group hug.

"Nothing its just why do you have to go through this? Be abused and rejected? What did you ever do?" James whispered.

"I wish I knew."

Later that night...

After our little chat in the conference room, we are lunch and the guys started working. Whilst I just started. I walked, over to my closet and grabbed random shirts, pants, jacket, cardigans, shoes, dresses, pajamas, sweatpants and shirts along with some shorts. I placed them inside my duffel bag, I was told we would only be staying for a well but I could leave early if I wanted to.

I then grabbed my undergarments, my hair ties along with my brush and bathroom supplies. After I finished, I brushed my hair and changed into my pajamas and jumped into bed, starting to fall asleep.