member of wanna one {COMPLETED}

#7

Sena's pov
"you've worked hard!" the crews were saying to us and we all thanked them. we just finished filming and were now heading back to our dorm since it was it for today.

"yah , anyone wants to have food before we head home. me and Sungwoon are going to have some tteokbokki." Jisung said when we were in the car.

"oppa , i can't join." i said and Jisung looked at me. "wae?" "manager-nim said that i have to drop to 40kg for an acceptable weight. right now i'm at 43kg."

"mwo?! 40kg? isn't that too light?" Guanlin who was sitting beside me , exclaimed. "that's because i'm small at 151cm."

"ahh that's right. but still even if you're that small , it's not healthy to weigh only 40kg. manager-nim is really.." Guanlin said.

"so everyone's in?" Jisung asked. "count me out! i have some laundry to do." Minhyun said. "ahh , uri clean freak." Sungwoon said.

"if it's not for Jaehwan's lazy ass i could have joined you all already." Minhyun said. "hyung! how can you say that?" Jaehwan asked making us all laugh.

well except me.

i wasn't finding anything funny after knowing Minhyun and i were going to be alone for some time in the dorm.

"we'll drop you both off at the dormitory first since the place we're going is furthur down." Jisung said.

when we reached the outside of the dormitory , Minhyun got off first since he was sitted with Jaehwan in the front.

Guanlin made way for me to go out and i walked to the door of the where Minhyun was waiting outside. he held his arm out when i got off so that incase my clumsy ass decides to fail me , he'll be able to catch me.

"annyeong! take care of each other araseo!" Jisung shouted as the door closed. me and Minhyun stood there till the car drove out of sight.

"gaja(let's go). before any fans see us." he said stretching his long arms out infront of me asking me to go first.

when we entered the dorm , i immediately walked quickly to my room. only to know Minhyun was also coming inside.

"you still feel bad about the incident just now?" he suddenly asked when i was pretending to rummage through my bag.

"uh..nae..jjinja mianhae. i should have-" suddenly , i felt a pair of hands wrap around my waist.

"don't be sorry. stop apologising. i hate to hear someone i like apologising to me. it makes me feel bad." i froze on the spot. what did he say? someone he like? what on earth?

"if you're wondering , i actually like you. a lot. ever since i watch you perform on produce 101. despite my schedules and filming , i still watched all sorts of performances you performed in and even voted for you."

"o-oppa.." he turned me around not leaving his hands away from my waist. now , i was face-to-face with him.

"i know it's impossible for us to the together due to the fact that we're now in a group. but , at least let me.."

he slowly leaned in nearer to my face. i placed my hands on his chest. "we shouldn't. it's not right." i said trying to push him away but he just wouldn't let go.

"i've already come this far. let me finish up." he forced his lips on me. his lips moved forcefully against mine while i kept trying to push him away but only to get his grip around me even tighter.

he forced his tougue in me and i gave in. i don't know why did i do that but i just did. it wasn't pleasuring me at all. it was more like a disgusting thing.

the fact that he stole my first kiss made me even more angry.

he started moving his hands up and down my face to my neck. when his hand was reaching for my chest , i grabbed it forcefully , shocking him.

i gave one last push with all my might and he finally let go. i tried running out of the room only to get my right wrist grabbed by him.

"i'm sorry Sena. i didn't mean to force it on you. i was just , just too desperate for you." he apologised.

"i will never forget how you did this to me..how can you..?" my tears started streaming down my face.

"mianhae..if only you liked someone too..maybe you'll understand.." he said. i brushed his hand off my wrist and opened the door stopping at the entrance.

without turning back , i said , "don't worry. i won't say a word about this to embarrass myself. it was also my fault for letting you do it on me."

i slammed the door behind me and went upstairs to the mini platform. there , i laid on the floor tummy first.

i cried. at the thought of how my group member stole my first kiss. and how he actually forced it on me. without getting my permission.

i was mad at him. but also at myself.

for letting him. for giving him a chance. for not refusing it. i almost got myself into trouble.

do i tell this to my brother? i feel like saying things out but i just don't have the guts to. i'm such a coward.

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A/N : wow so Minhyun is the first member Sena will have intimate actions with...whose next?? (ps. pardon my bad writing for the kiss part)