I feel worthless like I don't matter and people
don't need me and when I try to talk about myself they make fun of me and my disorders and make me feel like shit and I can't even say who I am without getting made fun of or get told I do it for attention and it sucks to feel like this and I don't know how much more I can take I feel so alone in this world and no one understands me and I just hate everything about myself that's probably one of the reasons people make fun of me and treat me like trash I hate my weight, my body, my face, and my hair almost everything I hate about my self and I have no idea what the future is gonna be like for me and i don't know what to do I don't have a girlfriend so I don't have a partner to give me the affection and love I need all I want is some one to love me and give me kisses and cuddle with me and just to have a good time with but I probably won't have anyone for a long time so it just leaves me alone by myself.;(
(Part 3 Vent)
