Emotions That Linger

Hurting

She was hurting,
you didn't see her.
No one saw her.
They just saw a girl,
that was grinning with ease.
She was not even close,
to being happy with herself.
Instead of helping her,
and showing her the "love" you said you had.
You just thought about yourself,
and never about the her and her feelings.
Her first priority was always you.
Asking questions to others about what she should do,
in order to make sure you're feelings were not hurt.
Never did you think about hers.

And because of that she always thought she wasn't good enough for you.
Maybe that is why you hurt her as much as you did.
Maybe that hurt you were feeling,
ate you up and made you decide to take pieces of the hurt,
and give them to her.
All she ever do was try to make you happy,
and give you the love you never got.
She would never ever put you on the spot.
She loves you so much,
but why can't she feel the same feelings that she has for you,
back?
Maybe it's because you don't even love her as much as she thought.
Anyone can say anything.
It doesn't even have to be true.
But don't play with her.
and hurt her like you didn't know what to do.
You knew all along,
your plan and what to do.
Why,
why to her?
What did she do?
You didnt love her like you said you did.
You merely loved the thought,
of being loved and cared for,
as much as she cared and loved you.