Let's Play [21+ BTS FF]

NJ - Your First Time

Vanilla sex, you losing your virginity with a more experienced Namjun 

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The screen turned black as the movie credits began to roll and Namjun stretched with a slight groan as he leaned forward to pause the TV with the remote. Before then resting his arm back around your shoulder, while the other rubbed the side of his neck. 

You glanced at him, biting the inside of your lip, as you wonder what kind of expression he was making. You had sensed it while you were watching the movie, but he'd slowly be sending you signals. First was his arm and how close he was sitting, then the way every time he made a comment he made it in a low husky voice, even though it was only the two of you at home. When he laughed, he also held back a bit and only let out a mild, deep chuckle that sent shivers down your spine. And now, as he sat there staring at the dark screen with half lidded eyes while rubbing his lip, you could easily figure out what exactly was on his mind. 

You held your breath as his eyes shifted in your direct and for a moment you were convinced he was going to kiss you, but instead he just leaned over and whispered directly into your ear: "The movie was pretty good, right?" 

You wanted to ask why he didn't just ask you normally but somehow you couldn't bring yourself to. You turned your head to face him as you went to reply but then you saw how he was hungrily looking down at your lips. 

After a moment of hesitation, you find enough courage from somewhere within you and lean forward, gently pressing your lips against his. He seemed like he was expecting it as he closed his eyes and kissed you back, the hand from around your shoulders making its way up to the back of your head pulling you in. 

You feel something wet against your lips and gently parted them letting Namjun's tongue slip in and graze yours. Namjun let out a satisfied hum as he shuffled his body towards yours and one of your hands slide around his back.

You kissed each other, hot and heavy for a few minutes before you needed to come up for air; Namjun's lips chased yours but when you pulled away too far his lips fell to your neck instead.

"Nam-!" In one swift movement he pulled you from the couch so you were straddling his lap as he continued to kiss and gently suck on your neck. You felt a little nervous; it felt good, really good in fact, but you knew where this was heading and considering your lack of experience, it was understandable you'd be a bit anxious.

Namjun's hands snaked around your waist, gently untucking your blouse from your bottoms as they went, by the time they reached the small of your back, his hands were resting on your bare skin. They were hot.

"Can I?" He ceased his attack on your neck for a moment to check your expression, gazing up at your with fierce eyes, "Can I touch you more?" You took a moment to take in his expression, you'd never seen him like look so... Like that. There was something almost preditorial about the way he was staring at you, like he would devour you whole if given the chance.

Too nervous to speak you gently nodded, which was all Namjun needed to continue his quest. His hands ran up your back, exciting a gasp from your lips, before skillfully undoing your bra strap when his fingers reached it.

You felt a strange mix of relief and tension, but you didn't particularly hate it.

Namjun kissed his way down your chest until he was stopped by your buttons, which he scowled at before removing one of his hands from your back to swiftly unbutton all of them.

You winced when you felt the air on your skin, at the very least you were thankful the lights were off. You let him pull your blouse down off your shoulders until it was resting on your elbows. His eyes were locked on your chest as he gently pulled your bra straps over your shoulders too, letting your bra drop onto your shirt.