bts | cheater

k s j | her 2

Days had passed but i cant help but to think about that day i caught him but still kept quiet.

I cant take it anymore.
I dont want to be here.
I just want everything to stop.
I want to be free.

i was trembling as i was walking to the bath tub. I was crying.

I filled it up with wayer and got inside. Not bothering to take off my clothes.

'This will be my last day'

I nervously get some razors and cut my wrist deeply. Im more hurt becuse of jin, not of the pain of cutting.

I left jin a note... i hope he'll read it.

Then, everything went black...

Seokjin's pov

I went home.
I knocked on our front door and...
No answer..

I opened it with my keys.

As i walk inside everything is so quiet. Like gloomy and dark.

I looked for y/n but she's no where to be found.

Today was the day im gonna divorce her. i hate to say this but...i fell inlove with another person..

I finally went upstairs and saw no signs of y/n.

Until i decided mybe she's in the bathroom... i knocked on the door before saying. "Y/n, are you there?"

.....
No response...

I knocked on the door again but she still didn't open it..

I started to get worried and opened the door.

Only to find y/n in a bathtub with a pool of blood..

"Y-Y/N!" I ran up to her in tears as i called the ambulance to come and get her.

I followed the ambulance hoping that she was going to be fine.

As i waited outside the room in a couple of hours the door finally opened.

As the doctor camw to me and said...
" im sorry but we can't  save her".

Those words broke my heart.

Weeks passed and i still can't get over the fact that she's gone.

The fact that i cheated on a person who truly loves me.

I found a letter beneath my drawer how come i never seen this before?

I glanced at the letter and opened it.

______________________________________
To, jin

Dear hun,
Im sorry if i did this, but i just can'ttake it anymore.

All this time i stayed quiet. I know youre cheating..

I just want to let you know that i love you, even after you've hurt me.

Jinnie, i was 1 week pregnant, but i think im just going to keep him.

I hope you find someone better than me and love her like there's no forever... i hope for you two the best.
 
                                          -y/n
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I was crying hard knowing that i had just lost two persons in my life.

I didn't even get to see or know my child. Nor love my wife.

But i know, iknow that i lost someone that loved me the most.

I lost 'her'.