A/N: This is a smut fiction. Please take note there is also self harm and abuse. Please, be warned. And know: I will take requests for songs. It will alternate: emo, pop, emo, pop, continued. Enjoy.💕💕❤❤ A huge thanks to... @LxttleVampxre for helping me complete this!
Narrator POV:
Jack was a wonderful, caring, and kind Irish man. He loved making YouTube videos. There was only one catch; He had to go to VidCon. Normally, that's a good thing. Not to Jack. On the other hand, Mark who was technically female to male trans, was a depressed mess. And it was showing. Mark(Madelyn) was always seen wearing a black beanie, black shirt, sometimes a red flannel, black jeans, and a pair of converse. That was her norm. Jack wore a shirt with Sam on it, during his videos. He wore his own merch. He always wore something bright and colorful even if he wasn't able to wear it.. He wore bright colors. He would occasionally wear black, but that's all. It was a casual Monday Night in the middle of July. Mark was laying in her bed, and sitting on Twitter, DMing Jack.
Mark's POV
I was only messaging a friend. His name was Sean, but I called him Jack. He knew mine; Mark. We talked everyday, when I got home. I loved talking to him. I have really bad depression, and he helps me.. although I cut my arms, legs, stomach/gut, and some areas on my neck and chest... I didn't want to over burden him with it, so I didn't tell him. I kept it a secret. I felt like meeting him was a big deal.. It was one week before I met my internet best friend. I could not wait.
Jack's POV
Mark had pictures on Instagram, Twitter and Tumblr. I fell in love with the pictures. YES, I loved Mark.. But I am bi. It says on Mark's page, that he is straight. Sadly.. I can't ask him out, but I guess I can try. I decided to play on my play station. Mark invited me to a voice party, and not a game party.
"Hey Mark!" I simply said, in a happy tone.
" Hey, Jack-a-boy!" He must have been toying with me. No one every calls me Jack-a-boy.. Unless they are my old girlfriends and boyfriends.. And I only ever had 3 total. I was super nervous. It was the first time I get to meet Mark.
"I'm nervous for tomorrow, Mark.." I mumbled quietly into the microphone on my headset.
" So am I, but we will still find each other. And don't be shocked if I am wearing a really emo outfit... It's completely normal. " Mark giggled into my ear. I loved the sound of it.
"Alright, I can tr-" there was a knock at my hotel room door, and I quickly told Mark something. "Mark, I will have to go.. I will dm or text you later."
" Alright! "
Mark's POV
I was talking to Jack for a little bit, but our convo cut extremely short.
"Alright!" I said, as he told me he had to go.
" Bye, Markie Moo. "
As he said that, I blushed. He left the party, and I shortly left too. I silently screamed, and my cheeks were a bright red. I normally wore hats to hide my hair. I was ashamed of being a girl. I walked over to my closet, and got into my pajamas. The pants had little white skulls on them, and I wore a black crop top. I still liked dressing like a girl some times.. But only at night.
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GamerGuy44763 And TheBlackParadeisNOTdead7758 : A love story.
FanfictionJack (GamerGuy44763) made a friend, Mark (TheBlackParadeisNOTdead7758), via social media and gaming. they both started talking, and figured out they were both youtubers. They decided to meet at VidCon.
