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"why are you like this taehyung? why did you changed?!"

"i told you she's the one who's flirting!"

"shut up i saw you, you're going to kiss her!"

shouting. yelling. hurting.

that was all we felt after a long time of a good relationship.

"i wasn't, okay?! i pushed her. why can't you just believe me?"

she shook her head while crying.

"this didn't just happened once!"

her tears are all over her face, but why am i not doing anything?

"i trust you taehyung, but i just can't take it seeing that kind of scene everyday!"

she tried to dry her tears but they were just falling hard.

i just stared at her.

"you know what, let's give time for ourselves and give space with each other. don't talk when we ever pass each other. please."

and with that, she slammed the door behind her and left me.

i breathed heavily and sat on my coach, ruffling my hair.

it's been a month when we started fighting. particularly, me cheating.

who does she think i am? i am a one woman men but she didn't ever believe me?

every time.

every time she caught me with a girl who's obviously the one flirting with me and not me, she just think that i cheated on her.

heck i can't even do that to her.

i fucking feel tired seeing her cry every time she 'caught' me and shouting at me.

this relationship is at it's fucking worst and she wanted space.

great. so i can't make up to her?

i stood up from the coach and took my jacket off in a harsh way and threw it in the floor with anger.

okay then, if that what she want. i'll give her a week.

...

a week have passed.

i planned to visit her at the coffee shop she's working at.

it's been a week that none of us talk to each other, nor call or text.

i truly missed you, chaeyoung. but do you, too?

i smiled, smelling the red roses i brought for her. i suddenly remembered how i asked her to be my girlfriend.

i planned also a romantic dinner at a fancy restaurant that we didn't try once.

the car had stopped so i have to walk down the streets. gladly, i arrived at the coffee shop with no cars crossing.

and finally, there she is.

she's at the cashier working and making the coffee.

i entered at the store and the people in here looked at me strangely.

well i'm holding a bouquet.

i took the line in the cashier like i'm gonna order.

when it's my turn, chaeyoung looked up to me.