My abused mate

chapter 5

we go to lunch together his arm wrapped around my waist as we walk in and he leads me to a group of people shouting one is dancing the other is singing and some are just having normal conversations its funny it's welcoming but I was still scared I am not really social and all of them look super cool either handsome or pretty I feel out of place with my ugly small appearance I was kinda scared to meet them we walk up to the cafeteria after being introduced to everyone I meet a few of the girls and guys they were sweet as he was getting me food I just waited until someone pushed me and I lost my balance I almost fell face first but noah caught me and I blushed because his hands were around my waist when he touched me it felt amazing but he looked angry and it scared me he radiated so much energy and you could feel it he started holding me tight and whispered in my ear"cover your ears" I did as he said "who do you think you are pushing her I will rip your head off if you push her again got that" he said I was honestly terrified and started to back up scared of what he would do i wanted to calm him down but i dont know how the guy who pushed me said i was pathetic and i was really sad but i just deal with him he looked ready to punched him s i did something i didnt think i can do i kissed him i went up to him grabbed his neck and pulled him close to me shyly he didnt kiss back until a few seconds later he then grabbed me by the waist and pulled me close"mmm~" i pulled back and covered my mouth and just put my head on his chest he pulled me close and i could feel his heart beat quicken i was glad he was feeling what i was feeling and i felt amazing the shocks going throught my body was amazing i couldnt get enough of it and then people were just starring and i felt emberassed i guessed he noticed and screamed out"what are all of you looking at" and everybody looked away and i heard people gasp when i kissed him and people whispered because i kissed him and he kissed me back i was very anxious and i couldnt even move i was so shocked from what i did and i said "dont bother with him its ok im used to it and it isnt worth it" he looked at me and i shyly looked away and he smiled and grabbed my chin and gave me a light peck on the lips we walked to his friend group and they saw everything i apoligized they asked me if i was ok and i said yes even though the words the random person told me hurt me i am pathetic but ill deal with that feeling later

thats the end of this chapte