I Love You, Mary
Mary's 7th birthday
I am here, staring at you. Your face really looks innocent and angelic. I asked your name. You said It's Mary. And it's the first I saw you smile. I wish I could see that smile again.
6th Grade Year
We saw each other again. I still remember that you were the little girl I saw 4 years ago. You asked my name, and I said it's Justin. You asked me to be your friend. It's my pleasure. I wish I could tell you how happy I am that time.
8th Grade Year
You were very comfortable telling me your secrets. Maybe because you see me as your older brother. You told me everything about your long time crush, Sean. I smiled. My baby sister is now growing as a beautiful lady. I wish I could tell you why I am having this strange feelings right now.
11th Grade Year
He courted you. You said yes without any hesitations. It's hard to pretend that I'm happy but the truth is it's really painful inside. We don't see each other that much. You were very busy. I understand. I wish I am Sean. I wish I am the guy you love.
Mary's Graduation
I saw your boyfriend kissing another girl. I told you about it but we ended up fighting. You told me to stop telling you lies. You even cried in front of me. I tried to comfort you but you told me to leave. I'm hurt. The girl I've been loving for almost several years is crying. I wish I could tell you how much I feel. I wish you choose me over him.
Mary's Wedding
I saw that you're really happy with Sean. Finally, my bestfriend is now getting married. I cried as you and your husband exchange your vows. For the last time, I didn't tell you how I feel. If I told you I love you back then, will we end up together? I'm scared. I'm afraid that you might reject me so I chose to hide it. I wish we will remain as friends even if you now have your own family.
Mary's funeral
Two weeks after, your husband left you. I am always at your side. I am the witness of your sufferings. You love Sean so much so you choose to end the pain. You end your life. I blamed myself for that. I regret that I let this thing happened. Only if I did everything to win your heart back then, it will not end this way. But I was afraid of rejections. I chose to keep our friendship. I don't want to loose you. I love you, Mary. The thing that I won't be able to say now that you're gone. I wish I could return back the time.
