Lucy's painful life (completed)

missing lucy

Erza started crying holding Lucy up off the floor and ran to infirmary and there we all saw truth of what she said she had cuts bruises blood all the way up her arms and legs even on her neck.

we gasped at the sight of the pain that she had been in and we also looked through her bag and saw a fully documented diary that she had and with it also had a blade with blood on it like she was planing to take her life at any moment she had details in her book since (they guessed) ever since she stopped talking she was writing in this book and we realised that she became a mute on the 11th of June witch was today it meant that she was mute for 14 years from the books date.

in the book

'1932 11 of August (Lucy was 8 years old then this is what she wrote)       It had been 2 mouths since mother died and father stated abusing me ever since she died and I have been on lonely the kids started ignoring me and they started to bully me at school and calling me murderer and i came home with even more cuts and bruises and on top of that there was the abusing from my dad that hurt the most       I wonder why I'm even here'

the room fell silent and we went to the latest page in the book and we read it head master came in the room as well 

'1945 10 of June            it has almost been 13 years since mum died and dad has still after all that time still hasn't stopped his relentless and cruel abusing and my so called friends just made it harder on me since the started ignoring me also their friend Lissana ha started bullying me just saying the reason was that she had fun hurting me and everyone sees her as the cute and perfect type but she just hiding her real colours she even said that I caused her harm to her with I cut that she did herself in the bathroom and my life as an invisible got worse she sent boys to abuse me after school this life is just to much to bare even for me so I'm going to kill my self on 26th of September my birthday i don't care what happens to me I just wan't to get out of this pit trap.

everyone in the room started crying even Makrov we looked at Lucy lying on the bed pale and worn out and also her tips of her hair had blood on it and we saw on cut that was deeper on her wrist.

Erza- "she has been punishing her self because of us leaving her and her getting to close to her because she thought of us as friends and we broke her heart even more then possible"crying on Jallel's shoulder.

Levy- " and she wants to commit suicide Lu-Chan why?"

they all leave to go home still very sad

next morning natsu group

they when to school and went to the nurce and found that lucy was missing   

 in the last night-

Lucy- I wake up in the nurses office and gets up wincing in pain and leaves and then walks in to the forest ........