Coming out **Lumine x Kody**

"Things going wrong"

   Ok so this will deal with heavy subjects and will be alot longer than the other two chapters also quick update I'm thinking of starting a new story for tododeku or bakudeku I'm not sure yet. Maybe even Solby you guys can let me know which on you want in the comments. Also this chapter will mostly be with Lumine there might be a few trasitions (sorry if there are any misspells)  now onto the chapter.

      ***Lumine's POV***

       Kody got asked out...
     But I like him...
        I can't let her have him....
    He will be mine....
          No....
     Don't think like that...
     He said he cares about me...
   No... He wouldn't like like me...
Who would...
     With all I've done....
          Might as well go home and go to bed I'm not tired but im not hungry I don't feel like anything.....

   I started to turn away from Kody he tried to get me to stop but I kept walking. Then it turned into me jogging. Then finally running. I stopped at the pathway through the woods and started to walk a little into the wood and sat on a stump. I'll just have to wait for Kody to get here.   Then out of nowhere it started to rain. I decided to go look for him. I saw him slowly walking and he looked really sad, like he was about to cry. I got him home and dry then went into my own room and got changed. I waited for awhile till about 12 in the morning just thinking. "I almost made Kody cry what kind of person am I..I.....I'm a.....a monster..." I thought as I decided to get up and walk to the kichen. I looked around and no one was there. He hadn't told anybody but....he was depressed.
      He looked around making sure that no one else would be awake no one was he quickly grabbed a pair of scissors and walked into the woods a little bit.   I have to do this...
  Just do it....
Why am I here...
     What will happen...
  Do it...
Do it...
Do it...
    He put the scissor blade to his skinny wrist and quickly pulled the blade across his wrist it hurt but he did anyway. He did that three more times then stopped he wiped the blood off on a small cloth he found lying on the ground and headed back to the house and he had to be quiet so he didn't wake anyone up.

     Quick A/N so I just wanna let all my amazing readers that if you are suffering from depression I want you to know I'm here if you need someone to talk to just message me if you need to talk to someone I have had two friends who had depression and I know it's hard to deal with but trust me you are not alone. 

    Anyway ill cya next chapter Bai! 😆😁