It all started with a personal message (boyxboy)

Chapter 3

The goodbye party we did for Haiden is the best,we all just celebrate it with our family,close friends,and some neighbour that I don't know whats the point of inviting them, they're not even that close.(My mom invite them,don't ask). We celebrate it at my house,since my house is the biggest between the four of us and my parents love Haiden so much maybe even more than me *sobs sobs* After that party,the four of us went to our secret hangout place.(its just a holiday house that our family owns not far away from here) and we have our own little party including some alcohols since our parents don't let us drink just now,underage they said. *roll eyes*After drinking and playing games,we play truth or dare which ended up me kissing Haiden and Mark seductively crawling like a predator to his prey which is Wayne.

All over it was very an exciting day,till that night. "yawn~ im gonna go to bed now" Wayne said while walking to the room that I assigned them earlier.Meanwhile, Mark just left without saying anything to his room. Rude and left Haiden and me in the living room watching some Nerflix.It was a comfortable silence,the atmosphere just filled with the sound of television. "Fab?" I hummed in reply while taking the coke to drink. "Can we...do 'it'?"

I splurt the coke out while coughing,Haiden pats my back and I look at him still surprised. "*cough* W-what d-did you've just s-say?" What a stuttering mess I am. "I said can we have a sex? For the first and the last time?Before I go?" He look at me,lust was all in his eyes and..love? I don't know im not an expert about this lovey thingy! Sigh well what can go wrong right? Might as well give him a chance..I mean he have a crush on me for a while now.I know that but I just hope that his feeling will gone but ended that feeling turns more ...umm..sexual..untill now. So what can go wrong? Other than the fact that he is your CHILDHOOD FRIEND?! Yeah maybe its wrong but..he is going to move remember? When im busy with my own Lala Land,Haiden is already infront my crotch.Well fuck it,looking at him like this making me horny and want to pound that sexy tiny but plum ass of him. I lick my lips like a hungry predator I am (just to make things clear,I aint no virgin no more,so I know things ;). I pull Haiden to my lips.

We makeout for a while then I carry him in my arm bridal style to my room.We're still kissing when I carry him,stopping only when I need to open the door with one of my hand.Well he is not that heavy, he is the shota type (yes im an otaku=anime fans and a fudanshi as well thank you very much) and I have a swimmer body quite muscly you can say but not muscly like that mysterious mask guy. Him again! Stop thinking about him already! Yeah my conscience is pretty mad at me because I've been thinking about him ever since that day we encountered.

I put Haiden on the bed and continue to making out with him.And if you guys was wondering,Yes I lock the door.Thanks for worrying my fucking sexy ass who is going to be laid *wolf whistle*. Nahh just kidding.Don't hate me please my beautiful readers. QwQ But anyway, back to my sexy moments. I pull away from Haiden just to look at his face reflecting my full of lust face. "Fabian~" he moaned.If that didn't make my good ol' friend happy..idk what else would. I move my body closer to his. "Yeah?" I say with a smirk. He whisper to my ear "Fuck me.." I smile "Gladly"

And..... You Guys Know What Happened!! HAHAHAHA if you guys asking for my sexy scene sorry but I will not tell you guys because you guys will not stand my sexiness during our moments...Nahh just kidding..I just..Don't feel like wanna talk about it because honestly when I think of it back, it was just in the heat of moment and we were drunk and it doesnt feel like when I did it with Peter ..Ughhh stop it! We're over now. You guys know what do I feel at the end of it? Guilt..maybe that feelings were there because I agree to have sex with him eventhough I don't have the same feelings as him..Love.. As my bestest and longest bestfriend,he should have know that..That I will never feel the same way as him.

But anyway, back to reality.After sending Haiden off to the airport I went home and decided to take a walk at the park,reflecting what I have done this whole year. Hmmm what did I do? Flirt with girls here and there.. Flirt with boys, Break up with Peter and flirt more eventhough im heartbroken. Thats it. I think the whole year is just full with me just flirting around the schools.I flirt with almost everyone at school, junior or senior, students or teacher,pretty or not looks doesnt counts.Im the type that ok with everything.Savage huh? "hmm who else didn't I flirt with?" I tap my finger on my chin,thinking. Well other than emos,thats just because they don't like to get any attention from the people at schools..And deep down I know they liked that I flirt with them,I know it by their face.Im not lying! How about that hunk with a black facial mask? My conscience asks. Wow thanks for reminding me of him,now I will not stop think about him again.

I let out a big sigh and sit on the nearest bench, today was a good day. I look at the cloud to see birds flying, ahhh what a nice day. Out of nowhere, I heard a sound of camera clicking.I look around. Hmmm thats weird..No one is here..Oh well. I stand up and walk towards the fish pond, although im a messed up kid but I really appreciate nature and love it. With my arms crossed,I lean on it over the uhhh where you put your hands in the bridge (idk how to explain,im just that stupid lols). I feel myself relaxed more and close my eyes ahhhh the smell of nature. I love it! And again I hear the clicking sound again. Ok! I had enough! What do they think this is? A photoshoot???!! "Ok, whoever it is.Please don't take my picture, im trying to engulf myself in nature here.We are having our romantic moments here. Don't interupt us please" I say to the air,hoping the culprit who took my picture heard it. I wait for a respond...Nothing..ouuukayyy? "damn this is getting creepier I need to go home" I whisper to myself and begin to walk when suddenly I heard a sound like someone step on a branch. I look around,nothing.I look around again then suddenly saw a big figure behind a tree.. Oh my god! Is that..is that a.... " Pedophileeeeeee!!" I run as fast as I could from the park towards my home. Well there goes my safe spot.

A/N: Hop hop hop~