Locked away

Home schooled.

Jade's POV

Hi, my name is jade, I'm 17 and I live with my mom, we're both mixed, and I'm an only child.

I don't go to the normal school that all other kids go to, I'm home schooled and that is really fucked up because my teacher is a woman.

My mom is really over protective and says she wants the best for me but she won't let me do what I want and I don't think I can keep this up any longer.

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Its already time for school, yay. Note the sarcasm.

My teacher is in the living room waiting for me to come downstairs so we can start the lesson.

I walked down to see her with her shiny black heels, well ironed black skirt with a purple shirt which is tucked in the skirt, and her usual glasses.

Mann she's ageing real quick, she should just quit this job and convince my mom to let me go to a real school.

"Good morning Jade, how was your night" she greeted in a real cheerful manner which is really creepy

"Fine" I replied

"Alright, let's start with math....."

God just save me from this nightmare, what the hell is this? Mann I can't wait to go to college, that is if she'll agree to that. Mann my life is a mess

"Jade! Jade! Did you get the explanation? Or should I start over again?" She looked me in the eye

I fucking spaced out.

"Oh yeah yeah, just go on, I'm all ears" I lied so she doesn't have to waste her time and energy explaining something that I don't want to understand over and over again

"Hmmm if you say so.." She gave me the doubting look

I rolled my eyes and stared at the book in front of me

I wonder how being in an actual school feels like, all the friends, the parties, teachers, classrooms, gymnasium, cafeteria, the hallway, the boys, mostly prom. I want to go to a high school prom, my mom won't even let me go to home school prom

This home school shit is really useless and fucked up, I'm not even listening to her, I feel dull and sleepy

I felt a tap on my shoulder, I looked to see Mrs Shane, she said "I'll be right back, I need to do something real quick" I nodded and she left.

I wonder how it feels for a boy to kiss you, I wonder how it feels for a boy to do things to you, I wonder how it feels to be outside and in school

I've been in this house my whole life, the only place we go to is church and mall.
I stopped following my mom to the mall cause she's always embarrassing me, she actually told the owner of the mall to keep me in an office or room till she finish shopping.

Anytime I ask why she's doing this, she'll say 'I'm just doing this for you, I don't want you to get corrupted by the things if the world, they are not good for you' like staying at home isn't corrupting me either

"Jade?"

I turned to see my Mrs shane and my mother with her hands on her waist glaring at me.

"I heard you haven't been concentrating during your lessons, you're always spacing out, what are you thinking of?" My mother queried me

"Nothing" I cut the story short.

"No young lady, you need to tell me, is Mrs Shane not good enough for you?"

"Oh no she's good, she really is" I tried not to make Mrs Shane feel bad.

"Then what is your problem, maybe I need to change your teacher, or rather bring another so there can be two teach-"

"Ma'am that's not gonna help her, its obvious she doesn't want this home school, she wants to go to an actual school"

"That's impossible, there's no way I'm letting you go to school!, you will continue with this home school, I need to keep my eyes on you!!" She yelled

"But mom! I hate home school, I want to go to a real school, why do you keep forcing me, I haven't even learned a lot from this home school, just a few things. My mind isn't here, and it will never be, if you keep on forcing me, you will just make me useless!!"

My mom's jaw dropped leaving her mouth open, I know she's surprised I talked back at her

"Ma'am you need to listen to your daughter" Mrs Shane added

"Did you just talk back at me, or rather yell at me?"

"I'm sorry it came-" I tried to apologise but she cut me off

"Go to your room now!" She shouted, I quickly ran upstairs and shut the door close.

I couldn't help but cry, its painful to be locked up all your life

I really hope Mrs Shane talk some sense into her head.

I picked up my phone to listen to some music.

I can't Facebook or do anything cause I have no sim or anything, my mom made sure there's no internet for me or anything but still I get horny all the time and I read books that contains smut

Whenever we go to church and I see a hot guy, immediately I start feeling weird, and the urge to do things to him.

While deep in my thoughts I slept off...
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"Jade!! Open this door!!!" I heard loud banging on my door, I quickly go out of bed to open it, I saw my mom standing there

"Jade, come down let's talk"

"Give me a minute" she nodded and walked away

I entered the bathroom and washed my face

Let me get prepared for a long advice session with her. She's gonna gimme the talk, man I'm so tired

I walked downstairs and sat opposite her on the sofa.

"Jade" she called me

"Yes ma" I replied

"Why do you want to go to a real school?" She asked

"Because I want to experience other things, not just education, life itself, high school is a very important part of a human life, its from there we get our friends, first crush-"

"End it there!" She said

"Sorry"

"Okay, so Mrs Shane said some things today which is why I'll let you start your senior year at the high school down the street" she said

"OH MY FUCKING GOD SHIT DAMN!!!!!!!!" I squealed not caring about the language I used

"Jade!!" She scolded

My eyes widened as I quickly made the sign of the cross and said "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, lord forgive me"

"Don't ever use such language again" I nodded

"Thank you sooooo much mom, I don't know how I'll express how happy I am right now"

Three months time I'll start school!! Yay hell to the fucking yes!!

I ran upstairs and played music, I started dancing

Okay I'm a dancer but my mom wants me to be a reverend sis or a doctor, but I want to be a dancer, an actress

The song five more hours by Chris brown came on and I danced the choreography I learnt from Matt stefanina .

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Whoa new story guys!
My finger hurts from all the typing

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