Love?

Hi I am chloe! I am insecure depressed if you will and invisible to anyone and everyone around me. My life is a living hell and no one know what goes on and what demons posses me. Life is hard.

Joe and I have been really good friends for a while now and my crush on him has grown and grown. I have used and ares about telling him my feelings but little did I know what would happen if I did...

"Joe I have feelings really strong feeling for you" I blurted out wanting to run away and hide in a hole.

He stood there, in shock then he ran of was I that bad?

As I walked home I called him but as soon as he picked up he yelled "I DONT WANT TO GO OUT WITH YOU" down the phone at me and I hung up in tears confused. My heat broke and I found myself bra bing a piece of sharp glass out of my back and even tho I was in a park cutting. I pulled my sleeves down and carried on walking home like everything was fine.

Then I saw him with his friends and he and his friends. He looked sad. They whispered something and I heard blood and cut and self harm and after I herd that I looked away. And ran. When I looked back I saw joe running after me untitled everything went black. I looked up from the ground and saw joe there pulling up my selves and crying at the sight of the cuts. I pulled my arm away and my selves down and pushed him away. He looked at me and simply said "I am so sorry" I rip lied "pity sorry? Is that all I get! Joe your so popular all the girls like you and you will never understand the pain! Not of the cuts but of the feeling of your heart being broken it's 100000 pieces and no one notice ing" he walked closer to me and kissed me giving me no warning. Strait after I sat on the bench close to where we were and he sat next to me he took of his shirt and ripped it in half and covers my wrist he said "come back to mine I own a first aid kit I made those cuts and I will heal them" for the first time in forever *you sing song* I smiled and stud up then he pulled me back down and kissed me again then said "will you be my girl friend" I riplyed ..... No