No Surrender No Retreat(Ybn Nabmir story)

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I was at the trap trying to count this money while Kai kept yapping bout this female he met at the bar.

200, 300, 400

"Mannn, shorty ass was so fat too"

500, 600, 700, 800

"Then the top she was giving...A1"

"Nigga shut the fuck up I know you see me counting ova here, damn", I yelled making everybody jump

"My bad Tee", he said.

Ugh boys all they give two fucks about is getting in your pants and getting rid of you. Ha that's probably why I'm almost 20 and still a virgin. Yeah I fell in love before but never felt the need to express it. I'm just trying to raise Kaleb different from these other guys I dont want him breaking hearts. Like they did me.

"Tee you good?"Kai asked. I shook it off n went back to counting. Yet I felt their eyes through the side of my head

"Get back to work shit we got things to do", I ordered. Man I'm stressed. I need a break.

I sat the money down putting it in the vault under my desk.

I heard a knock on the door. Who the fuck is it now?!

"Come in!", I said lighting my blunt. Walked in Nahmir himself.

"Whatchu want?" I asked him slightly annoyed.

"Where's my 'hey best friend. I miss you'",he said sitting down in front of me.

"Boy I ain't got no friends. Again what you want Nahmir",I asked leaning back in my chair.

"I just wanted to make sure you ight",he said.

"Ha, you couldn't find any reason to come see me", I smirked at him. "Let's not forget how you left a nigga hard n shit the other day",he said biting his lip.

Again all men do is think with their dicks and have no brain. I rolled my eyes and proceeded with my blunt.

"You know the simplest things people take for granted are the things others want so bad. Food, money, health, youth, beauty,...... family. Family you can go to the park with and go to school dances n shit", I said staring into space," they don't know the pain of being rejected by both parents before you were and continuously asking yourself why am I alive if nobody wants me. Being bullied cuz everybody knew I had no parents probably why I'm so cold hearted now". I blew out smoke.

I looked over he had this look of sympathy on his face.

"You remind of this nigga I wanted to give my all to. Heh, all about money but his mom died n he couldn't handle the struggle so he committed suicide in school", I said low. He just sat their.

"Take me home", I whispered

He got up and hugged me. I took in his smell and all my depression seemed to melt. He let go, refusing to make eye contact with him I walked out the door.

When I got home I got in my bed and let a few tears slip. I felt my bed dip a little knowing it was Kaleb. He crawled over me and just cuddled with me. I really love him I don't ever want to lose him. The bed dipped one more time and pulled me close. Knowing it was Nahmir. I don't know why I'm almost comfortable with him .

"I want you"

He whispered as I was drifting to sleep.

I want to be open but I can't not now....

The next day

I woke up wrapped around a body. I just want to stay like this forever. I started messing with his necklace taking in my intense emotions. I looked up at him. Damn why he have to be so cute. The more I looked at him the more I tingled down south. The things I would do to him I kept thinking. I'm just really sexually frustrated I don't like him like that. I don't like him at all. I let go of his chian and got out of his grip.

"What you doing, ma?" He said pulling me back. "Boy I got shit to do I can't sit around chill. Take Kaleb and Don't have my fucking baby out in your gang and shit", I said getting ready for my shower.

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