Hello people! Whats up? How are u? Im fine! Dont worry!
Yeah. Im fine. The lie that i got used to tell, because thats all that people wanna to hear. To say you're fine so they dont have to deal with you. Did someone wanna know the truth? Im terible! My anxiety litterally never been worst! I feel paralyzed all day! Im at the summer laungage camp with my friends, and we were supposed to go to do a lot of fan stuff just like we were doing whole last week, but today, i just coudnt do it. Do u know what i did then? I will let u guess, people. Yeah, you're right! I lied! I said i was sick, although it wasnt 100% lie. I was feeling numb and sick most of the day. I felt so irrdable! Like everything someone said to me hurt and i feel like apsulute shit! I was sitting at my bed for an hour doing nothing but thinking. I was so surounded by that bad thougts that i didnt even realize how long i was doing nothing! It just so suck! I hate my mind! Why was always so fucked up! Im going to write more tommorrow. I cant think clearly now. Good night everyone!
BTW song said everything!
Date:24.07.2018
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In the shadow of wolf
RandomFor the ones that came here for happy fandom, i must let u down. But thats what i do my whole life. letting people down. So welcome to dark rendom.
