My mute

My story

Song name:  Ruth b~lost boy

Hi many people ask why I'm a mute so instead of you asking me over and over again I'm just gonna tell you my story.

When I was 7 me and my father used to be very close until my mother left him and I.She left my father for the freaking mailman and It had a strong affect on him and I guess he just couldn't handle it so he started taking out on the only 2 people left in the house and that would be me and my sister.He abused me and my sister for about a year and one day she pretended to be sick so she didn't  have to go to school and she made me promise that I wouldn't tell Dad and I did but that was before she decided to umm before she finally decided to take my dad's gun and umm put it to her head and pull the trigger.I came home from school and saw all the cop cars in front of my house and my mother had came back and I was so happy until I realized she was crying and I went to go over to her and she turned and I saw that she was pregnant and she looked right into my eyes and then looked away and I saw a little girl come running towards her and embrace her in a hug and that's when it had clicked she had replaced my father for a fucking mailman and had replaced me for a fucking blonde fake bitch.Then I seen my father standing there just looking like nothing had happened so I went over to him and asked him what happened and he just turned around and slapped me to where I fell to the ground and I was in shock so I figured I was going to see what was going on myself so I ran past some police officers that were warning me to stop and I just kept running and when I finally got to the living room I fell down to my knees and just screamed and screamed until I was embraced in my mother's cold arms,but it didn't feel right so I turned around and looked her right in her eyes and told her that it was her fault that Ma'Kayla was dead and that it's her fault that dad beats the shit out of me and that it's her fault that she is dead to me and she just searched my eyes and then she did the unexpected and slapped me right on my check and hard.So I did the unexpected and slapped her right back and she looked into my eyes with a mortified look in her eyes and she just kept looking and looking at me so I got up took one last  look at my baby sister and walked upstairs into my dad's room grabbed his "secret" cash stash and some clothes and walked back downstairs past my excuse of a mother and got my bike out of the garage and well pedaled it to the bus stop and paid him and got on and waited to get to the train station and I got on to the train with no problem and waited for me to get to my final destination.