the first person in this book is gonna be who is always is-
okay so lets talk about my beautiful lovely friend neil alright c:
uh, you're most likely not going to read this, but i wanted you to know you're pretty fantastic. like, extremely fantastic. and tbh i miss you a lot but shh i didn't say that. it sucks not having you around- our year-of-friendship is coming up { i think its actually this week } and a couple months ago i totally expected it to be the best time of my entire life because we'd most likely spend the entire day talking about us and our friendship { the one thats not particularly alive anymore - sigh, }.
i'm coming to the conclusion i must seem insanely stupid because i still haven't gotten over this, and eh, i don't think i really ever will. well, maybe later, but right now its still not pleasant.
thats it- uh, i've run out of things to say and i don't think i can really continue. but- yeah.
i love you a lot. even if you're not around-
we both kinda gave up, but that doesn't make it hurt any less bby.
ily.
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Mystery / Thriller"someone said 'count your blessings now, before they're long gone', i guess i just didn't know how, i was all wrong. " for the loves of my [ or the assholes that i kinda love ]
