destined lover's Boyxboy

(5) destined lover's re-written

 

(kei's p.o.v)

what did i do? i was in shock to know that he will never love me, because hes straight but that doesn't mean i should make him hate me by forcefully kissing him, im so stupid, i'll never have a chance to be with him like that now, or even just as a sibling.

in anger i cant even remember the taste of his mouth, i hate myself i was running blindly until i felt someone pull my hand are u okay boy? no i'm not i shouted why did u pull me so roughly? mind your own business wont u? 

really? you are so rude boy. i just thought u didn't look like the suicidal type, u sure u want to jump off that cliff?  cliff what the hell are u talking about? i looked around registering my surroundings around me, there was a cliff right in front of me

oh god, i fell back in shock, was i just about to jump this cliff? i looked up to the man im so sorry and thank you, its fine i can understand u looked like u were out of it, do u want to talk? if u dont mind then i can listen 

i began telling him, there's this person that i love they pretty dense and never realize my love for them, they got hurt by someone they love and i was there to comfort them after they calmed down they told me that they'll find a better person and 'im a good friend, i got angry and forcefully kissed them, because at that moment i realized they will never look at me the same way i look at them 

and now i don't know what to do i feel like they will hate me forever ,i broke our friendship and i was thinking that even if my love didn't come true i would of wanted to stay by their side as a friend or brother 

u'll are siblings he looked at me surprised? no they are my step sibling, my father got remarried recently, the man put his palm on my head, don't u think its better that u did that? even though it wasn't right to forcefully kiss her but now she knows of your feelings, at least shell think about you and u never know what fate has in store for you, she just might be your destined one your other half.

destined one? i asked him? did you know that humans all have another half and that is their destined one even though they might have relationships with others but in the end they end up with their destined other half, no matter how far they will be pulled together by the strings of fate 

can it be my destined one if the person i love is a man? i asked the older man in front of me, i could feel his hand on top of my head stiffened and he remained quiet and when that happened i could feel it, my hope crashing down with no hope of restoring 

he moved his hand in my hair making it messy and i felt nostalgia when he did that, i cant say for sure because i don't know this uncle from anywhere but he hit me with a nostalgia feeling

i cant give u the answer to that question boy but all i can tell you is that a destined one comes to a person without their knowledge or anyone else's but when you'll are together it just feels so right, and it feels like you can fly to the moon and back with just a smile from that person, and if he is your destined one then nothing can ever come in your way u'll will always come back to each other no matter what  

i began to smile, for some reason even though what he said didn't sound true at all for some reason i feel like i could believe him, no i do believe him, i lifted my head to look at him but he was gone i looked around still no trace, how did he go so fast and why without greeting i wished to thank him at least...

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