My confusing Life! (Part 2(?))

Its unavoidable

People keep taking away the things I hurt myself with or the things I use to cope

Its just delaying the inevitable of me hurting myself seriously

Im going to keep finding things to cope

So stop taking stuff away or I'll be left to using mulberries to get high so I don't have to think about my failures anymore.

I want to go back to the docks. At least that gave me a chance of not being looked at like I'm insane.

Stop looking at me like that.