His girl

S I X

Justin's POV :

I huffed as I tried to call Selena, and text her , but it really looks like she blocked me for real , I'm so fucking dumb, I always let my jealousy take over me , I'm really trying to be happy that she found someone else , or at least moved on , but I just can't , i want that person to be me , that should be me kissing her, holding her , protecting her from the paparazzi, buying her ice cream , making her smile , taking her out on dates , I should be the one doing that , not these douche bags who are probably trying to only fuck her , but I know selena has self respect and won't give in that fast , I hope she doesn't

I stayed in bed for a hour as I only stared at the ceiling thinking of ways to apologize to selena , every time my phone vibrated , I would grab it fast because maybe it's selena and she unblocked me and forgave me , but no it was scooter , and Hailey who won't leave me alone

I grabbed my phone as fast as I can as an idea popped inside my head . Alfredo , I can text him and I can ask for one of her bestfriends number , so I can text them and they can tell me her address and I can go and apologize face to face

After a few hours of planning what I'm going to do , and convincing Theresa , sels friend, that I'm Justin and not some random dude , and trying to convince her that I will do something sweet for Selena , not make an argument with her , I finally arrange everything up and I dressed up , and got out of the house to go buy selena a huge bouquet of roses and a cute little teddy bear , I think she will like that , I hope so

I got out of my car and I felt my heart beating so fast , I was so nervous , I stood outside Selena's mansion , Theresa told me that she will leave the door unlocked so I won't have to ring the doorbell , no one was home because Theresa and sels other friend Mia were out , I passed the gates , and the security guards let me in because they told them I was coming over , i stood outside the double doors , and I opened the door with the gifts in my hands , the house was so quite, I think she's in her room

I hear footsteps running down the stairs and my heart beat was faster than usual now , I turned around and saw her in cotton shorts with a sweatshirt , and a tennis bat

"Justin ? What the hell are you doing here? God you scared me " she said as she put her arms over her chest , probably scared, because she was holding a tennis bat

"Hey , uhm I just want to apologize, I shouldn't have acted that way with you , I'm sorry , please forgive me I don't want to fight again like last time , god selena I feel like shit now , and I uh got you a few stuff" I said nervously

Selena looked at the flowers and teddy bears on my hands and she sighed and said " okay justin , but you always do the same mistake , you always get mad when I hang out with other guys , and you always treat me like shit afterwards "

"Shit selena I'm sorry baby I swear ,you know I love you , always "

"I-Justin don't do this to me " she said looking into my eyes

She sighed and took the flowers and the teddy bear from my hands and placed them on the kitchen island , and hugged me

Oh my god

Oh my god

She's hugging me

I think I'm gonna faint

I wrapped my strong arms around her body and I started to kiss her all over her face and kept mumbling 'sorry ', 'I love you '

She broke off the hug and I almost whimpered when my arms left her body , she grabbed the roses and put them in a vase with some water in
it , and just took the teddy bear and looked at it and hugged it and she kept smiling and giggling , damn it she is so cute

We went to the coach to watch some Netflix , we made popcorn and got sodas and a lot of junk food and candy . We sat down and got two blankets , selena was far away from me , which made me sad, so I just pulled her a little closer and she rested her head on my shoulder and we watched the series that she liked

After hours of watching movies , selena was fast asleep , her phone tinged on the table , and my curiosity took over me so I took the phone and looked at the notification, it was Cameron , asking her to come over to his place so they could "hang", yeah right more like trying to get into her pants

I tried to open her phone , but that didn't work , so I grabbed her thumb gently , and placed it on the home button so the phone can unlock , it unlocked , and I was so proud of my self , I clicked into the messages app , and opened Cameron's conversation and read what they were texting about , I scoffed at his lame excuse to hangout with her , he said it was for promo , but I'm sure as hell it wasn't , I deleted the message he sent saying if they can hangout tomorrow

I know it was wrong for me to do that , but I want selena all to myself , no one can have her

I heard her mumbling and shifting so I just closed the app quickly and placed the phone on the table , I looked beside me and saw that selena was opening her eyes and adjusting to the light of the tv, she was so beautiful ,even when she's waking up

"Hey , sorry I slept " she mumbled

"It's okay baby " I said as I kissed her forehead

She smiled "what time is it ?"

"It's 11:38, I should probably go back home , it's almost midnight , I'll text you " I said as I pulled her into a hug , and she looked up to me and gave me a peck on the cheek

I went back home as I couldn't stop thinking about selena , she was the love of my life , and I love her , I don't know why she didn't say it back but I know deep down she loves me and always will

Hope you enjoy this chapter !