Always {A Youtuber FanFiction}

Chapter 1// Him

Brenda's POV:

"JOE LET ME WATCH SHERLOCK IN PIECE." I yelled as I tugged on the remote control that Joe grasped in his hand.

"LORD JESUS BRENDA I JUST WANT TO WATCH HOUSE HUNTERS... SHERLoCK IS LIKE AN HOUR AND A HALF LONG." he screamed. I tugged some more and then squatted down to the ground hoping he'd let go. then I felt a sharp pain that felt like fire on the skin of my cheek. tears began to sprinkle down my harsh red cheeks and I cried. Joe stood there covered in confusion as he scooped me up bridal style and squeezed me close.

"Brenda." he said seductively and slowly I could barely hear him. all I could was distant beating of my heart in my ears and ringing in ears also. he kissed my neck slowly then repeated an apology of "Im sorry."

there were 7 droplets of tears on my tight grey shirt that I still had from my middle school gym days. it still fit. I felt... upset. Joe was still talking. I couldn't hear him. I just wanted to go to the gym so I could take out my anger and frustration and sadness. I was so confused.

Joe POV:

I was so over come with the fury of house hunters that my free left hand swooped and then violently crossed over Brenda's soft and baby cheeks. her short purple gym shorts caught my attention.

"Brenda. Babe. Can you hear me? Come on. Say something. Baby. Babe. seriously. I'm sorry alright? you can watch Sherlock. Lord. just talk to me. I'm sorry." I repeat over and over began to repeat myself and then I sit on the couch squeezing her in my arms. I take her hand and squeeze it tightly and hold it. "come on. please." I said.

"Im going to the gym." she spoke slowly and with space between her words. she untangled herself from my arms and walked slowly over to the bowl with the car keys, I tried to catch up to her but she was too fast.

"please don't go." I called from the door, I slid up to the car and grabbed her hand on the steering wheel, "Caspar will be home soon. he'll have dinner. please." I pleaded. she backed my car. "don't take my car. babe." but it was too late.

Brenda POV:

I went to the gym in frustration. I sat in the car for a while before grabbing my white iPhone and entering the gym. I immediately went over it the treadmill next to a tallish boy with brown hair and blue eyes. he was quite skinny not really the gym type due to the fact he was extremely thin so I could assume he wasn't a regular.

"hello." he said with a faint Australian accent. i recognized him from school. i nodded in response and I than I hopped onto

the treadmill and immediately pressed the button to start running. within the few moments of my being there the brown haired boy was panting.

I laughed a tiny bit, "is it your first time?" I giggled. he stopped the machine but I continued on. he nodded and I nodded back. "well you have to start off slow, going 13 miles an hour won't help." I laughed again. I began to put my hair up in a pony tail. "so why are you here? I mean you're thin." I looked him up and down. he was sort of scrawny and reminded me a lot of a meerkat.

"my girlfriend," he panted, "Cassiopeia. she *gasp* likes muscular men*gasp*" I nodded in response.

"well she sounds really nice." I give him a smile, but not with my teeth because they're so ugly.

I've been insecure about my teeth. it all started in my freshmen year when Caspar said that they were unusually straight. ever since then I've never smiled with my teeth.

"you should meet her she's really nice. do you have a boyfriend?" he asked suddenly, I was shocked by the openness of him.

"I mean yeah I've been dating Joe Sugg for like two years. you DO go to Phoenix High School. I've seen you around." I snorted.

"oh yes. of course. Joe." the boy breathed heavily surprisingly still tired from his short run, "how are things with your boy toy?"

"fine." I glared at him, "what's your name anyways?"

"Troye." he breathed.

"right. well troye. why don't my 'boy toy' and I join you and your Cassiopeia for dinner tomorrow evening?"

"yeah sure." he smiled.

*skip to her coming back to Joes house*

I sneaked into Joes home but I heard talking in his kitchen. I quickly scampered just outside of the kitchen and listened. it was Caspar and Joe.

"Brenda will come home. I mean... we have food here." Caspar said.

"I still can't believe what I did. I'd never hurt her. I mean of course we fight and she can get annoying but she's just SO beautiful man." Joe said weakly.

"I think you will both be fine."

"I think I love her..."

I stood in shock, he LOVED me? I stepped into the light of the room.

"I think I love you too." I said and Joe charged over and squeezed me in his arms. I looked over Joe's shoulders- Caspar stood awkwardly rubbing his hands together. "meet me in five." I mouthed and hugged Joe back.