Press Record || yoonmin

Glass

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*knock knock knock*

Yoongi dried up his hair as he walked to the door to open it. He unlocked the door and his father barged in.

He looked around to see that the apartment was clean. He looked at yoongi.

"I left some beers here. I need to get them." His father said with an empty beer bottle in his hand.

"I-I'll get them for you..." Yoongi said as he walked toward the fridge.

Yoongi reached the bottom shelf of the fridge and grabbed three beer bottles. When he got back up he looked at his father and his father launched a bottle at him. Yoongi quickly dodged the beer bottle. The bottle shattered against the wall and yoongi was stepping in glass. He tried not to move or cry cause if he did he knew that he was going to get hit.

Yoongi held out the three beer bottles for his father to grab but his father just pushed them away causing them to brake once the hit the ground.

"I seen you. You're a gay fuck. I don't want a son like you." Yoongi's father said as he pushed yoongi causing him to step on more glass.

"w-what do you mean?" Yoongi asked as he tried not to cry since he was stepping on stattered glass.

"I seen you talking and walking with that other boy. Yoongi, do you need me to teach you a lesson!?!" Yoongi's father said as he grabbed yoongi's shirt pulling him toward himself.

"n-no." Yoongi replied.

"I don't want to see you talking to any other boys got it. I don't want to be known as the guy with a gay son." Yoongi's father said as he pushed yoongi onto the ground where all the shattered glass was at.

Yoongi held back his tears and cries as his father watched the alcohol soak up yoongi's blood. Yoongi's father left his apartment.

Yoongi started to cry and scream in pain. He slowly got up as he walked away from the broken glass. he seen that his feet, arms and legs where covered either in little pieces of glass or blood.

Yoongi took out all the glass he could from his body and cleaned his blood up. He then got up and put on some slides so he could walk near the glass so he could clean it up. He sweaped up all the glass he could and then mopped up not only the alcohol but his blood also. Yoongi went to his room and changed into long pants and a long shirt. He grabbed the trash filled with pieces of glass and went outside to throw them out.

Yoongi threw out the trash and looked around. He seen jimin hanging out with hoseok. They were walking to his direction. He quickly tried to run into the building but he fell because he felt another piece of glass in his foot.

Jimin noticed that yoongi fell and he ran to him. Yoongi tried to get up before jimin got to him.

"YOONGI! ARE YOU OKAY?" jimin asked as he helped yoongi up.

"G-Go, I don't need help!" Yoongi said as he felt his eyes tear up sense he was in pain.

"Yes you do! You fell. And are you about to cry?!!" Jimin replied as helped Yoongi walk to the door of the building.

"just go..." Yoongi replied.

"YOONGI!" Yoongi's father yelled from inside the building.

"Jimin you need to go, NOW! Never talk to me!" Yoongi said as he pushed jimin away and limped inside the building.

"You okay jimin?" Hoseok asked as he helped jimin up.

"What happened to him?" Jimin asked in concerning but sorrowful voice.

"Don't worry about him. He is a confusing person. You okay?" Hoseok asked.

"Y-yeah..." Jimin replied sadly as he walked away with hoseok from Yoongi's building.

"YOONGI!" His father yelled as he knocked on the door.

"I'm here. I was throwing out the trash..." Yoongi replied as he opened the door.

Yoongi's father walked inside an grabbed two beers that we're inside the fridge and bumped yoongi on the way out.

Yoongi closed the door and locked it. He fell to the ground and took of his slides to try and take out the piece of glass that was still in his foot.

Yoongi went to his room and changed into shorts. He took of his shirt and looked at his buruses and his fresh cuts.

Some on the cuts were still bleeding and the cuts on his arms were stinging. He reached under the bed and pulled out the cassette recorder.

*presses record*

"Still day 61... D-dad threw a bottle at me, but I dodged it. Glass was shattered all over the ground. He told me that if he seen me walking or talking to another boy he would hit me. He says he doesn't want a gay son. Well I'm sorry for being the way I am! He pushed the bottles I had out of my hand and he pushed me onto them. I tried not to cry cause I knew that it was just going to get worse if I did. The cuts are still bleeding.  I have them all over my arms and legs and on my feet. Why do I have to go through all of this pain? And for what?! I'm sorry I was born! I'm sorry I'm your son! I'm sorry for being the worst son ever. I told jimin to stay away from me. I don't want him to worry about me or get to close to me to the point where I fall in love with him but sadly I am. And I can't help it. I'm sorry mom. I'm sorry for being the reason you had to leave. For being the reason dad is the way he is. I ruined everything. I'm a complete fuck Up!" Yoongi said as he cried.

*stops recording*

Yoongi pushed the cassette recorder under his bed again and laid on the ground. He couldn't focus on anything because his cuts were stinging and bleeding. Yoongi looked up at the sealing. He laid their until sun down. He finally decided to stand up. Yoongi went and made himself some ramen. He ate it and went back to his room. He laid on the ground again sense his cuts were still bleeding and he didn't want to get his bed bloody. And he couldn't cover them up with bandages because he had too many cuts. Yoongi grabbed a pillow from on his bed and put it under his head. He fell asleep as he thought about the pain he was currently in.