you were beautiful | kang younghyun

she

i remember
how my band mates
tried their best
to comfort me
when i sat there
in the gloomy light
of a lonely tour bus
scrolling through
your updated
instagram profile
and wiping tears
when i saw
the guy
you hugged
and kissed
and wore
matching shirts with;
the guy
you loved.

and maybe
it was the tour bus,
but i felt
like vomiting.

our sky
had teared open
to reveal
yet another storm,
but i pray and swear
to the stars that fall from
your eyes
that i will move on
and keep you
as a beautiful memory.

this will be
my last
"i love you."