I look at you and I see a different person. I no longer see that adorable spark in your eyes. I see pain and anger that tries to demolish me from inside out. I'm sad. I'm crying. I feel you getting away, slipping through my fingers further away from me, leaving me broken into pieces with watery eyes and screaming heart. My brain can't stop thinking about your smile that I have not seen in ages. I miss how special I was to you and now I'm nothing. Doesn't matter what I say, what I do, its only bothering you. I'm down on the ground, craving for ur lips and I feel like you are there, above me, watching me with disgust. Before I was ur Superman, now I'm useless to you. I feel pointless. I want you back. I'm dragging myself behind you, praying for your love again, but you keep walking away, faster and faster, leaving behind your past there down on the ground, powerless to do anything. Now it's just me and my broken heart, laying in the dirt, getting stepped on by every good memory we had together. Being demolished completely until I disappear out of this world like a dust that no one cares about.
-The Looming Shadow-
