Almost || Jenlisa

[VOICEMAIL #32]

•2 months later•

*hiccup* ....

I'm only kidding.

I didn't drink, I promise.

I'm actually on the road right now and I'm on my way home.

I've finally done it Lisa.

For more than ten years of my life, I finally had the courage to leave YG.

I was scared of what people would say and what people would think of me but I've finally come to the realisation that I have absolutely nothing to lose...

Well, not anymore anyways.

I've finally escaped the clutches of my own weakness.

I'm a free woman *laughs*

I wish I did this earlier, I wish I wasn't a pussy back then.

Maybe life would've turned out better.

But it doesn't matter now, I need to stop thinking about this.

...

So here it is.

My last voicemail.

I want to live my life the way I want to live it, I don't want to hide anymore and I know you're happy with your life so I don't want to bother you.

(Silence)

*laughs* It's funny how you're not even talking to me yet you helped me overcome so many challenges these past few years.

Even the people who were around me, they could never seem to break my walls.

So I thank you, Lisa.

Thank you for existing.

Thank you for loving me.

Thank you for showing me what life truly is about even though it was short-lived - - I wouldn't trade those moments for the world.

Lisa,

Thank you for being my almost happy ending.

I love you.

{End of Voicemail}