sketch x reader

13

hey it's me.. I'm back

Me and sketch laid on the grass and looked at the sky "you know"... I wanted to tell him what's happening but i can't bring myself to say it.
"Hmm" he made a small noise. His eyes where closed and he looked so relaxed, the sun bounced off his skin.
"Nothing" I whispered.
I don't understand why I could never be happy, I mean he makes me very happy but nothing last forever.
I sat there and listened to his breath it was .... calm.
He thinks he can protect me when he can't he just can't.
I felt a tear escape and then another one. I wiped my eyes and took a deep breath.
I'm going to die.....

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It's short but I tried but ya know I've been going a while I gave up and I've been dealing with my parents custody fight and really bad thoughts but I hope you liked it or whatever have a good day
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